The Truth (older Hiccup x reader SEQUEL TO BETWEEN TWO WORLDS)

2.

abbreviations:
y/n = your name
l/n = your last name.
y/b/n = your best friend's name
d/n = dragon's name
y/t = your town's name
e/c = your eye colour
h/c = your hair colour
d/k = dragon kindo
o/d/n = other dragon's name.

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Violet's POV

"Do you really want to do this?"

"If I don't, she'll never help me! I am completely sure about this."

"Okay then, but if anything goes wrong you can't take it back."

"I know. I'll take the risk. It's worth it."

I gasp and jump up, breathing heavily. I hold onto the sheets tightly and close my eyes. That was a weird dream. It felt more like memory, everything felt so real..

When I'm fully calm, I lie down again and stare up at the wooden ceiling.

I still don't know what my brother did to me, or why he did it, and that just makes me so confused. When they said that dad tried to kill them, I tried to think of a time when he tried to kill somebody, and it seemed like I couldn't remember it, but in a weird way. I can't really explain it, but I just can't remember it. If so many told me my father tried to kill them, it shouldn't be true right?

Then why can't I remember anything?

I'm just so confused, because I don't remember dad being violent towards anyone. Not towards humans or dragons, even when one took his arm.

What if he wasn't like that? What if he was lying to me? Is that what happened? Maybe he didn't want to show me his true colours so he hid it and just killed people behind my back.

But someone would've noticed it then, right?

All this thinking gives me headache.. I sigh and close my eyes, and after an hour of turning around and thinking, I fall asleep.

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I gasp when I feel my body hit the cold floor. I open my eyes and see that I've fallen off of the bad, and I took my blanket and pillow with me as well. I sigh and get up, placing the pillow and blanket on the bed. I change into my clothes and walk downstairs.

I still can't believe that these people are so kind to me. Yes, something went wrong that made me like this but that doesn't mean what I tried wasn't bad. I wanted to kill everyone! How can they just forgive me?

It's so weird when you don't remember things. It's like you can't trust yourself because you see things differently from everyone else. I feel like I'm not even myself anymore.

I awake from my thoughts when I hear a soft knock on the door.

"Violet? It's me, y/n." I hear y/n say. I walk to the door and open it, revealing y/n and her dragon who doesn't seem to want to be here.

"Uhm, hi." I say and she smiles kindly.

"Hi! Did you sleep well?" She asks and I nod quickly. I don't want to tell her about the 'dream' I had. I'll just bother her.

"So uhm, Hiccup wants to see you so we can continue the talk we had yesterday. Do you want to come now? If you're tired you can rest too, we can talk about it later as well." I shake my head.

"No no it's fine. I'm not tired. I'll go now." She nods and smiles.

"Okay, lets go. He's in the Great Hall." She says and I nod, feeling a little nervous. We walk to the Great Hall and once we're inside, I see chief Hiccup sitting near a table. Y/n walks to him, me following her and Hiccup smiles when he sees us.