I rolled over in bed, trying to cover myself with the sheet as best as I could.
I stiffled the sobs that wanted to come out as I tried to ignore the pain coming from the lower part of my body.
Just as I had expected, Ryan brought me home and straight to bed.
And like I expected, it was rough.
A lot rougher then usual.
I actually bled this time.
I think it had something to do with meeting the guys. Matt more in particular.
I could tell Ryan did not like him.
I felt an arm around my hip and I closed my eyes tightly.
I wanted to be anywhere but here.
"Did you enjoy that babe?" He asked.
By his tone I could tell he was smiling.
He knew damn well I did not like it.
He also knew I would never talk back to him.
I couldn't make the words come out of my mouth so I just nodded.
He chuckled and pulled me until I was on my back again.
He climbed on top of me and pinned my arms down. "Round three." He said with a grin.
This time I couldn't hold the tears in.
"Hey Bella's here!" I heard Jimmy yell.
I was meeting the guys at the studio so I could see some of the songs they were thinking of doing. Jimmy ran up to me and picked me up, spinning me around like I was a little kid.
I laughed even though it really hurt.
When he put me down I took in a deep breath, keeping the pained look off my face.
"Hey Jimmy." I said with a smile.
"We have been waiting forever!" He grumbled.
I looked at my watch.
I was right on time.
I gave him a confused look.
I heard a chuckle from behind me and I turned around and saw Matt.
"He's just excited. It seems longer to him." Matt said with a laugh.
I smiled too and looked at Jimmy.
He was really just a big kid.
"I guess that explains alot." I said with a laugh.
"I'm gonna tell everyone your here." Jimmy said running inside.
"Working with him is going to be an experience I'll never forget." I said.
Matt smiled and nodded.
"That guy is a fucking genius. You'll never meet someone else like him." Matt said.
His voice was full of admiration.
I smiled at him and he grinned when he saw me looking at him.
"What?" He asked, tilting his head to the side, looking at me.
"The way you talk about him. You're guys bond is strong even after so many years. I've worked with bands that act like the best of friends in front of the press and their fans, but in the studio, it all comes out. The hatred, the rivalry. Fame does bad things to people. I'm glad to see it hasn't changed a thing in your guys friendship. Its a nice change." I said with a smile.
"Yeah, we're best friends first. A band second." Matt said.
"That's cute." I said with a giggle.
Matts grin grew wider.
"Cute?" He asked, with a cocked eyebrow.
"Yeah, its cute." I said again.
"Haven't heard that one in a while." He laughed.
"Oh really?" I asked.
"Yeah. Girls usually tell me I'm hot, or sexy. Cute is one I haven't heard in a while." Matt said.
"Well, I'm your producer. Can't really say stuff like that. Cute is, fun and innocent." I said.
"Well where's the fun in that?" He chuckled.
I giggled again.
Matt grinned at me again and i realised that I hadn't giggled like this in over three years.
Since I got together with Ryan.
It actually felt good to laugh and enjoy myself.
I haven't been able to do that for a long time.
Me and Matt just stood there smiling at each other until Brian came out.
"Bella!" He yelled.
He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me inside.
"You're gonna have so much fun with us, Bells. We're all pretty amazing." Brian said with a grin.
I turned and looked at Matt who was following close behind us.
He grinned when he looked up at me.
"Yeah. I can see that." I said, smiling back at Matt as we walked into the studio and got to work.
