~Eleven~

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Leo,
I met with a counselor this morning before training... it was hard for me to open up to her, but as soon as the first word left my mouth, it all came out. I was a sobbing mess by the end of the session; accepting fresh tissues from the lady beside me. She only listened to me though... I didn't receive any advice. When I asked her why, she told me that I needed to hear myself express my true feelings out loud. How ridiculous do you think this whole love thing sounded out loud!? VERY! It has made me realize that I have only two options if I want this to end well. Either I confess everything to you in private and give you my letters, or I move on. I can't keep holding on and hoping that this situation will one day turn around somehow and everything will be the perfect fairytale I've been praying for. So I must choose. My sanity and happiness or you. But if I choose you and this doesn't work out, then I'll have lost two of the most important things, you and myself... Tomorrow I will decide. For now, I must catch up on some much needed rest.

Goodnight Leo,

Ney<3

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