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the world didn't stop.
and i was furious.
how could everything keep
turning
if you were no longer
in it?
how could the skies
stay blue
and the fields stay
warm
and the flowers bloom in
beautiful colors
if you were no longer here to
enjoy it?
my heart feels as though
it has been ripped from
my body.
my hands tremble as i
lie in bed and just stare
at the ceiling,
waiting for you to walk
in the door and climb
into the bed
that no longer feels as
soft as it once did
when you were here.
i thought i heard you arriving
one time.
i thought i could hear your
deafening knocks ring through the
apartment, the noise
causing pain through my ears from
the lack of sound that has run through
them for
weeks.
it wasn't you.
it was some boy that
had the wrong address.
he was smiling as the door
opened, though
as soon as he laid eyes
on my dilapidated form,
the corners dropped into a deep
frown.
it reminded me of you.
but what doesn't, anymore?
i can't feel anything anymore.
not if i don't have you to
breathe in
or to brush my fingers over
just because i like the softness
of your skin
or to listen to in
awe as the honey drips
through your lips
or to taste you on my tongue
or to laugh with as
we throw flour at each other
like they do in those
chick flick movies you claim
to hate but in reality
can't get enough of.
i miss you,
min yoongi.
why must you always make
me wait for you?
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oof that's the end! i'm so sorry this was kinda shitty yfghvf but it just came to me at like 2am one night and i just had to write it down. anyway! thank you so much if u made it this far i luv u n appreciate u lots ♡
