It's a rainy Sunday night and her AP biology binder lays on her bed, that class will be the death of her. Her phone vibrates distracting her from the process of photosynthesis. It's a snapchat from Harry. It's a picture of Firehouse Subs, the place where Niall and Anne both work.
he said he's gonna ask her to prom tonight so we decided to.
omg facetime me rn
She quickly gets out her iPod as it starts ringing.
"Hey OMG i'm so excited for her." Rose squeals as she sees his face on the screen.
"I know I know." Harry says then abruptly hangs up on her. She sees a text message from Harry a minute later.
Niall saw us and told us to leave so we moved to wear he cant see us but we can see them, i think he's gonna chicken out
Omg he better not i swear.
Ik
It's gonna be so cute im screaming
Me too
By the way my friend thinks youre cute and i was like she has a boyfriend
Well I dont know for how long im realizing some things
SHE SAID YES and wdym
OMG LITTTT
about Aaron and past relationships too cOmplicated
It's not to complicated
Yes it is
Oh well im here if you want to talk but you don have to tellme
ill tell you.
Ok
She doesn't know why she is so quick to just tell him her whole life story but she feels like she can trust him so she begins typing.
I first started talking to this guy named brady, he was just supposed to be a fwb.
BUT THEN we had to catch feels for eachother
I hate that
and that was a mess because we are both horrible people but somehow worked perfectly
That went on until like this january when things got complicated. He basucally asked another girl to suck his dick because i wasnt showing him enough attention
So that relationship ended but for reasons unknown we still talk as friends
ok
So i met aaron at work and things were literally perfect, the completely opposite of me. He has a perfect house, family, goes to church
Don't say that your perfect in your own way
And i have none of those things. Lately evèr since i said hes going to prom with me ive been getting really annoyed with him
He's home schooled so hes never been to a dance and that bugs me because he is sheltered and i have to teach him how to do things
like kiss and that was REALLY awkward
Oh gosh
Yeah like i feel like he was just a rebound for me
Im his first girlfriend and i feel so bad because he said he loved me and i just cant sincerly say it back
Oh well could you like tell him that and try to talk to him about it
Im bad at that im just gonna look at his face and wimp out
You not bad at it Rose your amazing i only my met you once and it felt like I've know you forever you just need to be relaxed when you do it maybe you need to write it do that's what I do
Yeah i feel the same, not an ounce of awkward with you
Ik it was weird cuz I'm not usually a people person but it felt different with everyone like which is good cuz your suppose to have friends that you can be yourself around
YeSss
And hey Whatever I said about liking you is 100% true but even if that never works out Idc I'm still going to be here for you to help you with anything you need I'm a good listener and sometimes good at giving advice so I'm always here if you need me plus I'm usually up late at night
He has sent her a snapchat earlier that day when they somehow got o the subject and he said how he had a crush on her.
from the sound of that i dont know why you dont already have a gf
i think ive already made up my mind about aaron but im gonna wait it out till i grAduate
Because truthfully I'm not a good boyfriend and from my past I'm scared to date again because i don't want to screw up
Why arent you?
Im basically a bad gf too sooo
I doubt that but I'm just not really sure what I want and I'm not a very good person
LITERALLY SAME
I swear we are th same person but difderent genders
Haha basically
YOU know whatthat means???
What
We'll either be best fruends forever ORR get married
But if we are best friends do you know what that means
what?
I was told your supposed to marry your best friend
Woahhh #mindblown u right tho
Same
Welp its destined
Im a terrible gf bc im basically casually flirting with another guy 😣
I do to tho
wait what?
Flirt with other girls but not not really that much
im usually just really nice and guys think im flirting
I gotta get back to studying okay goodnight ttyl
ok gn
She puts her phone on the charger and goes back to studying but ends up falling asleep with her face in the book.
a/n see how terrible i am, these are actually copy and pasted texts soo yeah okay byees
all the love, mariah x
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Pain H.S
Fanfiction"He's poisoning her. He's like a drug and she's addicted. He's ruining her from the inside out and she's letting him because, feeling something, even pain, is better than feeling nothing at all."
