the pressure of waiting on the test results became too much.
"I can't do this anymore." I say standing up
"What?"ask Madison and Nick in unison
"I'm too nervous come get me when the results come up, I'll be in the bathroom." I say handing the three tests to Madison
"I'll come with you." says Nick standing up and wrapping an arm around my waist
"What? No, I don't want to be left with my sisters pee stick." she says disgusted
"Madison please?" I ask practically begging
"Ok fine, but what do I do when the results come?"
"Uh I don't know just come get us." I say raising an eyebrow
Nick and I go sit in the small bathroom.
"Babe? Why the hell are we in the bathroom?" asks Nick sitting on the toilet seat
"Because, I don't know I couldn't wait out there."
"Why? This is supposed to be a happy time, and even if it is negative we still have plenty of time to have a baby." he says reassuringly and patting his lap for me to come sit down
"I want a baby so badly." I say straddling him
"Me too." he says pulling me closer and kissing my forehead
We sit in silence for a few more minutes with my head buried in his chest breathing in and out slowly inhaling his thick scent while he hums softly rubbing his fingers up and down my back and resting his chin in my head. Then all of the sudden the soothing silence was broken with Madison knocking at the door.
"The results are in."
