Few hours, I decided to meditate on the rooftop to forget things. I started chanting.
Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos...
"Hey, Raven.."
I jumped. It was Robin. He looked at me oddly before approaching.
"Uh...Raven? Anything wrong? You look...paler."
"I'm just planning to leave...for a moment."
"And when do you plan it?"
"I don't know."
"You'll always be free to come back."
We hugged then I suddenly sensed somebody coming. It was Starfire. She saw Robin and I hugging.
"Raven... I thought we were the true friends."
I pulled away and looked at her sternly.
"Don't over think about it."
"It does not look that way!"
She started stomping away and Beastboy suddenly came there from nowhere as a pelican. Robin chased after her.
"Star! Wait!"
He crossed his arms at me with a death glare.
"Anything I can help?" I asked, trying to forget about yesterday.
"Yeah. You can stop ruining our lives. It's much better without you."
He went inside.
Without me, they're much better.
I cried my heart out and quickly teleported in my room. I searched for things until I found a blade. I drew cuts to my wrist and it did kill the pain. Now there's three cuts, bleeding out. Maybe I wouldn't go for now. I would savor the pain until I go.
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BBRae: I'm dying inside
FanfictionRaven's POV during the whole story except chapter 4. After some heated conversation, it affected the Titans' way of life and Raven just felt useless. After few days of suffer, she's dying inside. How could Beastboy save her if he's mad at her, too?
