Anxiety is the worst people. Just little voices in the back of your head telling you you're not good enough or not worth anybody ever loving you. It's been so long since I've had a breakdown and it's finally happened again.
Not sure what triggered it but it's so hard acting like everything is ok when it isn't. I just wish someone would understand that I'm not perfect and that it sucks to be expected to be perfect. I'm just so tired of getting these anxiety attacks and just crying in the shower.
With all that's going on in my life right now I'm honestly surprised this hasn't happened sooner. Umm I guess don't be expecting any updates for a little bit. I think I'm gonna take a break from writing for a bit.
I will try to update soon or at least write some chapters to be ready for publishing.
Love y'all xoxo
