Well. My shoulder is hurt extremely bad and no one can seem to remember that so everybody in my freaking family keeps coming up to me and whacking my right shoulder (the hurt one) and then I begin to cry since the pain is like basically unbearable and their excuse is "oh I hardly touched you. Suck it up and quit being a baby."
IM CRYING BECAUSE YOU FREAKING HURT ME YOU IDIOT.
and then I get in trouble because I haven't taken care of my dog (which I share with my sister) AND IM NT HER ONLY OWNER. ughhhhhhhh! It makes me so freaking mad.
Then my "best friend" goes and is having a sleepover with the girl who made me extremely sad and bullied me constantly for like 6 weeks straight! She even bullied my friend but oh no. She goes back to being close friends with her.
It just makes me so mad and I feel as if I have no friends whatsoever that care for me and listen to me.
Oh and I also had an appointment with a shrink. Turns out it's not as bad as books make it seem. She was really chill and the only reason I didn't talk to her about stuff was because my little sister was in there as well. Something about my mom wanting us to "talk about our feelings together".
Idk man. All I know is that she was really nice and I kinda wanna go back so that I have someone to talk to about all that stuff you know?
Also I apologize for the lack of punctuation in this I don't really care what I write like in this since it's basically my one thing where I can be my true self.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better and I hope y'all have a great week! This is my last week of summer which I'm bummed about but oh well!
Peace my dudes✌🏻
