So I've been thinking about coming back since tomorrow is my birthday and everything but I'm not so sure. Today was good except for just now and what a great way to spend the evening before I'm 14. I ask my "best friend" if she would want to spend the night and the response I got was "no I'm hanging out with Jenna and we are going to Miranda's house." Then a minute later I got "sorry."
I don't think she's sorry honestly. I think I'm just gonna ditch all of my friends at this point. I'm sick of Jenna freaking controlling them and because of that no one ever wants to hang out with me. The only problem is that I don't know how I would tell them that. Like what do I say "sorry I don't want to be friends with you but I'm not gonna be friends with anyone who is friends with Jenna. Doesn't matter if your my best friend or not I will not be hanging out with you."?
It just hurts that it's my birthday weekend and no one is texting me or how my best friend doesn't want to spend the night cause of Jenna. And both of my best friends are friends with Jenna. Oh! And she likes Rockford(my guy best friend who I like) and wrote him a not saying she likes him and that he needs to ditch me since I'm not good enough for him and I'm too rude to be his friend. Yeah needless to say he is still friends with her after she said/wrote that about me.
I just don't want to lose all of my friends cause everybody is friends with Jenna and she talks smack about me to everyone. I just don't know what to do anymore cause I'm sick of putting up with her stealing my friends.
So on that note I might come back tomorrow but definitely not today. I love y'all and thanks for being here for me.
