I woke up to the sound of a beeping monitor and bright white lights and a Josh with Tear stained cheeks. At first i thought i was in heaven but soon everything had began to make sense, It didnt work Again. God im such a faliure! i cant even die right! I always mess up! im a fuck up! as i felt myself begin to breath heavier. Through my Tired eyes i faintly saw a tired poorly looking sick Josh Run over here. "O-oh my god.." He whispered "You're Awake!" he cheered through his tears of happiness. I quickly thought to myself i wish i wasnt awake.
