GODDESS//CHANROSE

Chapter 17

"I love you..."

I stood there,in upmost awe.

Before I could answer his confession,I find myself falling backwards.

Into the black hole,dropping like a stone.

My screams were swallowed by the soft blanket of darkness.

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"HELLO? I'D LIKE TO REPORT AN ACCIDENT. WE NEED AN AMBULANCE RIGHT NOW!"

My eyes shut,I can hear a familiar voice.

My body feels weak,like I can't feel my arms and legs.

Alice in wonderland.

I felt like her,I can't find my escape.

"CHAEYOUNG AH!"

Huh?

Lisa,I can't answer you.

Idiot.

I feel a manly hand taking my hand and caressing it.

My body felt so much ease after that touch.

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"SHE'S AWAKE!" As I open my eyes,trying to adjust to the light shining right onto my face.

I get bombarded with people and words.

"Chae?" The first voice, Jennie unnie.

She came closer to the white cold hospital bed and held my hand.

"Idiot"

"YOU'RE SUCH AN IDIOT!" She hung her head low.

I felt this tingling feeling of guilt rising in me.

Despite knowing,we had to promote.

I didn't take care of myself.

I starved myself and just practised.

I tried to move my body to get close to Jennie unnie.

I squeezed her hand with my hand full of drips with all the strength I had.

Her head was still hanging low.

"Don't look down....please?" She wiped her tears and looked me
into the eyes.

"You don't know how much trouble you're in."

I closed my eyes,my hand still holding onto Jennie unnie.

The hospital door smashed open and I get welcomed by many people.

I opened my eyes as Jennie unnie tried to set the pillow for me to sit on the bed.

Being in a hospital has never felt so nice.

Getting greeted by exo with flowers doesn't happen on the daily basis.

My silence scared them.

"Talk" Junmyeon sunbae came over and sat down on the bed.

I smiled,my smile stretched my mouth wide.

"What happened?" Lay sunbae asks as he takes his mask off.

"Being the idiot she is,she didn't take care of herself" Jennie unnie expressed her anger.

I felt many pairs of eyes looking at me,but the one I'm searching for is not here.

"Where's Lisa and Jisoo unnie?"