Goddess in Hell

chapter 7

I love life. Is there something better than living. Hell no. Since we came back like two weeks ago josh and I have been spending a lot of time together. We are inseparable and I like it that way. Right now I am watching a horror movie with josh it is called the bye bye man. No one ever told me that horror movies can well have a lot of horror scenes I think I am gonna shit myself. I am sure as hell not gonna sleep tonight or next night or any other night for the matter of fact. I am one of these girls whom at first are exited to watch horror movies but when they do they will have numerous sleepless nights. Yeyyyy lucky me right. As another scary scene comes I hide under our blanket as I hear josh chuckling. That pig

"This is not funny Josh"

"You are right it is hilarious" jerk
"Okay I am sorry come over here" he says opening his hands but I do not

"Come on I said I am sorry" he says pulling me to him setting me on his lap and I instantly start to fall asleep but before I do josh says

"You are going to go through heat soon Emma"

"Emmmm"

"I think we should complete the mating process before"

"What?"

"Emma we need to have sex in three days or else you will go through heat baby are you awake you know what sleep we will talk about it tomorrow" I nod falling asleep forgetting about what he said

The next day I woke up alone on the bed. Maybe he has some work so I decide to mind link him

Good morning babe

Good morning

Are you in a meeting

Yes baby I will be back in an hour then we can talk about your heat okay

O....okay . Oh no I am gonna go through heat in two days noooo
I am sure this time josh won't let me go through the pain and I do not even want to go through it again. Am I ready to lose my virginity to my mate am I ready to mate with him. I mean I love him and all and I always wanted to give it to someone special and well I will be stuck with him for the rest of my life so why not. I am ready and one day I want to start a family with him to get married god I am over thinking this I need to stop. After this long thinking I decide to call Jessica

Hey Jess

Emma hey how are you how is your sexy mate

Fine and fine hey I was thinking we could maybe go shopping today

Really okay I am on my way bye

Bye. I laugh jess and shopping oh I need to tell josh and as if on cue he mind links me

Babe look the meeting won't end till late at night I will see you at 9pm okay

Okay I am going shopping with jess

Okay buy something nice. He says and I know I just do know that he is smirking right now

No can do bye. And I block him as a maid tells me that jess is waiting for me next to her car..

"Hey hoe" she says running to me

" hey bitch"

" okay stop the heart to heart chit chat lets go shopping" after hours of shopping and Jessica literally dragging me Victoria's secret we are back home and it is 8pm. I bid a goodbye to jess and run to my room I mean who would want to be seen with a bag of Victoria's secret. As I am running for my life I bump into a warm chest shit please do not be josh. Dang it, it is josh

"Oh what do we have here "he says eyeing the lingerie bag. Earth please swallow me up now.

"Nothing" I say pulling the bag away as he tries to take it from me

" come on just a little peak"

"Nope what are you doing anyways you are out of the meeting early"

" oh I am not donne I just came to check if you were back"

"Well I am now go back to work"

" fine" he says chuckling and walks back to the meeting room and me to the bedroom. Okay Emma you have an hour to do your hair and wear the black lingerie and everything will go as planed. Jess's idea will work.

Flashback

"Okay listen to me when you have sex for the first with your mate you need to look sexy curl your hear but do not apply any make up cause it will get smudged from the sweat" she says smirking and I punch her arm

" ouch!! You abusive woman! Anyways wear this black lingerie and let your mate do the rest" she says which causes me to blush I mean this is my first time and I have no experience while josh does will he enjoy it ?will I? will I hurt? Oh goddess stop it Emma

End of flashback

I am done right on time because as I get out of the bathroom I am faced with a wide eyed josh