Killua Oneshots (X Reader) [ON HOLD]

Patient no.324

[(A/n) : Trigger warning maybe?]
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"I love you."

that's what he said to her when he was 17.

"I deeply in love with you."

that's what he said to her when he was 20

"I'm sorry but I don't feel the same way."

that's what she said when she was 17

"I.. sorry.." 

and that's what she said before she dissappeared.

Patient number : 323

Name : Killua Zoldyck

Age : 21

Date hospitalized : xx xx 20xx

Out of 500 room, room 323 are the one in the corner

no visitors allowed.

beside one of his exclusive doctor and exclusive watcher

No one is allowed to enter the room

Completely white room

with nothing inside beside a mirror

soundproof

and full of cameras

a single letter that sticked to the wall

10x8 cm paper

an old, torned letter

smells like a flower

a thing that make him sane

a thing that hold his illness

and a thing that make him crazy.

The first thing he do when he wake up is screaming. Until a blonde man come inside, forcely hug him, whisper to his ear

after that, he will stop screaming and starts sobbing

tranqulizer will be given

and he will be dragged, until they stop in front of letter.

and when that moment come,

he will went silent, followed by a slumber afterwards.

When night come, he will go to the corner and silently sob
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"I love you..

i love myself too...

so please...

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don't leave me hanging by myself..

I do love myself

I stopped cutting.

Kurapika took my blade and cut my nails all short..

Leorio helping me now

so.. please..

Let me love you when you can't love yourself"

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[(A/n) : .... No, I literally didn't forgot my password and finally found it out after like 4 years. I found a draft and its finished so might as well as post it ( ´･ヮ･'). Lil bit late but i'm sorry for my bad english!]