Shawn Mendes Imagines

Pregnancy Series || #6 baby bump

A/N: My writing is shitty in this one but it's really late so bare with me. I loved the idea of this one, so i hope you enjoy it. Love you xxx Oh and dont forget to leave some comments! I love reading your opinions on these.

Shawn's P.O.V.

I was on a plane from New York back to Toronto. In the seats next to me were Brian and Matt, Andrew and Geoff behind us. I couldn't wait to get back home. The boys and I had been travelling through the US for about two weeks to do a bit of radio promo. I didn't want to go at first since y/n had to stay home because of the pregnancy and all her other responsibilities but she had convinced me to go anyway. At least she had promised to keep me updated on everything that was going on with her and that's what she had done. 

Still, messages, pictures and facetiming weren't as good as being right there with her. So when we finally left the plane and got in the car which would bring us home I was all of a dither. I couldn't wait to see her again. As we were driving back home, Geoff padded my shoulder.

 "You excited to see her buddy?" he asked laughing, obviously noticing my excitement. I nodded, smiling big. 

"How long's she been pregnant already?" Matt asked. I frowned as I counted in my head. "About ten weeks I guess?" We continued talking about the pregnancy until we finally reached y/n and I's shared place. 

I quickly jumped out of the car and grabbed my bags. 

"Bye guys" I waved at the others before sprinting up the stairs and entering the condo. 

"babe I'm back" I yelled. I looked around in the kitchen and livingroom but y/n was nowhere to be seen. I rushed out and into our bedroom. "Y/n?" I asked but she wasn't in the bedroom, neither in the bathroom. Disappointed I grabbed my phone from where I left it on the kitchen counter. Just as I was about to call her the door opened. 

"Y/n!" I exclaimed. "Shawn" y/n's eyes lit up as she realized I was back. She almost jumped into my arms and laughed at her excitement. "I missed you" she giggles. "I missed you too love" I smiled down at her before pressing my lips onto hers. As we parted she dragged me to the couch where I laid down with her between my legs. "Tell me about the promo tour" she demanded, whilst playing with my fingers. I told her about everting that had happened the past weeks. 

"What about you? How have you been? Is everything alright?" I eventually asked. I felt her tensing up. "I'm fine" she simply stated. I furrowed my eyebrows at her. She was still fiddling with my fingers. "Are you sure?" I asked but y/n just nodded. "You want some food? I could cook dinner", she suddenly suggested as she quickly got up and went over to the kitchen. "Sure" I said, unsure as to why she was acting so distant suddenly. "Let me help" I added as I got up to join her. We cooked dinner and sat down at the kitchen counter together to eat as soon as we had finished cooking. I waited for her to eventually speak up about why she was acting so different but she didn't. 

"I think I'm gonna head to bed. Are you coming with me?" y/n asked after we had washed the dishes. I nodded and followed her into the bedroom. As I was undressing myself to jump in bed with only my boxers y/n grabbed her pyjama and went off to the bathroom. Confused, my eyes followed her. 

"What are you doing" I asked before she could exit the room. She stood still, avoiding to look at me. "I was about to go changing." I jumped out of bed and approached her. "Why won't you change here?" I wondered. What was wrong with her? She was so excited when she saw me first but now she was acting like she didn't even want me here. With my finger on her chin I turned her head so she was looking at me and I could press a soft kiss onto her forehead. 

"What's up?" I asked carefully. As I could see a tear escaping her eye I quickly pulled her in for a hug. "Shh it's okay" I tried to calm her down as she was sobbing into my chest. I gently guided her towards the bed where we laid down together. "Are you not feeling good? Is something wrong with the baby, does anything hurt? Tell me what's wrong and I'll try to make you feel better." Her tears had stopped as she glanced up at me 

"It's so stupid" she whispered. I looked at her, waiting for her to go on. She took a deep breath before she pulled up the hem of the big oversized sweater she had been wearing all day. I gasped. Quickly she pulled her sweater back down. I stared at her belly and suddenly realization hit me. 

She was embarrassed. 

Embarrassed of her appearance. Of her body. She was embarrassed of her baby bump. 

"Babe" I started but couldn't go on. Not because I didn't like what I saw. I couldn't find the words to say because I was overwhelmed. When I left two weeks ago there was no bump. Her stomach had been the way it was before the pregnancy. But within the last couple days it had changed and her baby bump had become visible. So instead of saying something I pulled her sweater back up. 

"Shawn" she sighed but I didn't care. Her baby bump was the most beautiful thing I had ever laid my eyes on. I crouched down to get closer to it. I softly pressed my lips to her bump. As I could finally get my eyes off of it I looked back at her. Y/n was staring at me, tears brimming in her eyes. "You, my love" I said, my voice sounding stronger than I thought it would as I still felt overly overwhelmed "you are the most beautiful human being I have ever seen. And this right here" I pointed at her bump "makes you just more gorgeous, even though I did not think that was even possible." I scooted closer to her as I realized my words had made her tears fall down again. 

"You don't have to say this Shawn. You can be honest and tell me you think it's totally unattractive" she said her voice breaking. I shook my head in disbelieve. "How could you ever think I'd find you unattractive? Y/n this is our baby growing inside of you. This baby bump just makes me realize how real all of this is." I wipe her tears away with my thumb. "You should be proud of your bump" I added. 

"Plus it makes you look really sexy to me" I winked at her which made her giggle. I laid down next to her, my head on her belly's level as I started to trace small circles on her bump. "I can't wait for it to grow even bigger."

 I feel her tracing her fingers through my hair and when I look up at her I see a big smile on her face. "I love you so much, you can't even imagine" she whispers and my smile brightens. "I love you too."