After everything with Makih I've been at home mostly with Star if she's not at work. He would bring Kairi here whenever she wanted to come visit but it was always quiet whenever he came to drop her off. I've been working from inside my office at home for my orders and stuff I had to keep myself busy. I didn't have a baby showers because I just didn't feel the need to when I just bought everything for my baby but you know the shop had to have one for me and I was ok with it. I was now 9 months and boy was I ready for MJ to come out. I had my last doctors appointment today to see how he's doing. I had decided on doing home water birth because I wanted to do it naturally with no medication.
Doctor: Hey Mrs.Love no Mr.Love again
Me: No mam just me
Doctor: Ok let's check little man
Me: Ok
She moved to monitor around to check the baby.
Doctor: And there he goes, your little man is healthy and has a strong heartbeat. So are you having any problems
Me: Yea I've been having some pain in my lower stomach
Doctor: Ok it looks like your having light contractions your water just hasn't broken yet. You need to call your midwife and tell her it's time to have the baby. Congrats mommy
Me: Thank you
Doctor: Can you call someone to lick you up because I don't want you driving and have a contraction and almost run off the road
Me: Yes I do
I called Star so she can come kick me up and she was so ready to meet MJ. We made it back home and by then my contractions faster. I got home and changed into a sports bra and got into the pool they busted my water. It was only me, Star, my dad, Makih, Makih's mom and dad here with me. As much as me and Makih was going through our problems he was there to rub my back and make sure I was ok the whole time. After a hour of pushing my little man was here.
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Star: Aww look at that face and them cheeks is just like yours girl
Me: Ik girl, he's everything
Makih: Can we still name him after me?
I could see in his eyes that he was in love with him and even tho he had his doubts about MJ I already know the baby is his and he has the same mean mug and eyes as him.
Me: You sure, he still might be somebody else's child remember
Makih: Stop playing Bella, I wouldn't trade him for nothing. He's mine and he looks just like me and you. Look I'm sorry baby, I don't know how many times I got to tell you
Me: At this point Makih you sat there and accused me of cheating on you and our son may not be yours it hurts. And for my whole 8 months of being pregnant you weren't there to help me you weren't there for the last two appointments. You just left me because your dumb ass trust issues. Right now we can just co-parent just tell me when you want that DNA test and I'll come to the appointment
Makih: I'm not leaving here, I'm staying the night with you and my son. We can have our issues but I'm staying for my son and I'm not getting the test no more I've been decided on that a while ago
So after our little discussion he left to go get some clothes from his house while his mom took Kairi for two days. I couldn't say that we were on a great page but we were working on it. I can't say I didn't miss him because I did and I just wanted to be hugged and loved again but I couldn't give in to him that easy. If we were just co-parenting for right then that's what we were doing. I love my son and wouldn't trade him for the world so welcome into the world Makih Oshea Davidson Jr mommy loves you
