dear whoever sees this,
i see the world as darkly as you do. as bright as you do. as wicked as you do. as magical as you do.
i see you as clear as day, I see you.
i see you because it's evident.
what time is it?
how long have you held on?
this is raw, this is raw because I can see all the stress and pain. i see it because I can feel it. i don't want to give you false hope.
loss, guilt, anxiety, depression, death, love, all of these things can interlock. i would never want you to be the one to twist them together.
your life is as valid as mine. you're as valid as me. i do so happen to care about you because, you're so important to me.
i know you're breathing right now. do you think you're breathing right now?
i love you.
i hope you stay.
-me