"whenever I'm depressed, i.. it's more than just sadness. i feel empty. like, it's kind of like I can't feel anything at all. im just... sorry, I'm not good at explaining this. yeah I'm sad, of course. but, getting out of bed is hard. i dont wanna do anything. and, that makes me feel lazy, which makes me feel worse. i don't know. it's kinda... it's kinda like a prison. i, haven't felt actually happy in a really long time. ill get little bursts and stuff but, it's not the real thing. man, I wish I could be happy."
