" i don't need to be here, I don't need you, but the only reason why I am here is because I do so happen to believe in my future. i do want to die. but I do want to live. contradictory, right? see, its one big game when life throws all it can and you're expected to catch it because that's what everyone else is doing. i don't want to play in this ball game but I don't really have a choice. im not smart but I do know this: life isn't a fairytale. but does it have to be hell? i know what you're gonna say, 'chill out, you're being overdramatic.' maybe I am, but at least I have a reason to be."
