SHADOWHUNTERS

Chapter 35.

Clary added Magnus, Simon, Jace, Izzy and Alec to a group chat

[Clary]
Hanging out with my bro, Magnus ♡

[Jace]
Clary, are you wearing a cowboy hat?

[Clary]
Maybe 🤔

[Izzy]
Looking good, both of you ♡

[Alec]
Magnus!

[Magnus]
Yes, my love?

[Alec]
Haven't you forgotten about something?

[Magnus]
Eh, what could that possibly be?

[Alec]
That you were supposed to bring me food, like 30 minutes ago

[Magnus]
Right, now I remember. That's why I left the apartment in the first place

[Simon]
Someone's in trouble

[Clary]
Magnus, why didn't you say anything? We could have grabbed some food together and brought it to Alec

[Magnus]
I guess I forgot 🙈

[Clary]
Alec, we'll be right there with food

[Alec]
Yeah, I rather just have Magnus delivering me food, thank you very much

[Izzy]
Alec!

[Magnus]
As you wish, Shadowhunter ♡

[Clary]
Wait what? Magnus, what about me?

[Magnus]
I have an idea

[Jace]
Magnus, what in the name of the angels did you do? I just heard screaming coming from Clary's bedroom

[Clary]
HE TELEPORTED ME BACK TO THE INSTITUTE AND I WASN'T READY! MAGNUS, I ALMOST THREW UP ALL OVER THE PLACE

[Magnus]
Ops

[Alec]
This is seriously the best thing that ever happened to me. Thank you so much, Magnus. You just made my day ♡

[Simon]
Do some of us actually like each other, or are we just hiding all the hate?

[Jace]
I like Alec

[Alec]
I like Alec too, he's nice

[Simon]
What about Magnus?

[Alec]
I don't like Magnus, I love him

[Magnus]
Alexander ♡ I love you too

[Clary]
I like Izzy

[Izzy]
I like you too, Clary ♡

[Simon]
What about me? Does anyone like me?

[Jace]
...

[Alec]
...

[Simon]
Wow, I feel appreciated

[Clary]
Oh don't you worry, Simon. Of course we like you ♡ You're amazing

[Izzy]
Agree, you're absolutely adorable

[Simon]
Izzy ♡

[Jace]
I think I just threw up in my mouth

I'm so freaking angry and pissed off at my friends. All they do is complaining about their boyfriends. Like, yes I'm really happy that you happy but can you stop rubbing it in my face? Seriously, one of my friends literally asked me to write a breakup text for her to her boyfriend because she didn't know what to write herself. Is that something I should do? Like, I do so much for my friends all the time, and I do love them, but when I'm the one who needs help, they just ignore me. Is that fair? Sometimes I'm just so done with everyone and I feel like crying forever🙈 I know I shouldn't complain but I'm seriously getting really sick of it.

I'm sorry that I'm such a depressed person but I don't seriously know how much I can take anymore. I have a lot going on in my life which makes it almost impossible for me to keep up with everything else. Trust me, I have tried to tell them that it's too much, but then they just get angry at me? Like, what the hell did I do wrong? I'm trying so hard to keep everyone happy but when I'm the one who needs to be supported, it's like they don't care. I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I just want to feel more appreciated, like I actually matters. Do you guys think I'm overreacting? Because I really don't want to sound like a bitch or anything🙈 I'm just so sick of getting treated like a. psychiatrist.

Once again, I'm sorry that I'm complaining so much, but I needed to get this off my chest.

How are you all? I just want you guys to know that I love you all❤️ You all are so supportive and I don't know what I would do without you guys, so thanks a lot❤️

STAY AWESOME

-Mathilda

BTW, HARRY AND MATT ARE THE MOST ADORABLE PERSONS OUT THERE AND THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE THEY CAN GET😊

#MALEC 😇