I like you anyways ~Vkook~ (Book One)

10| Stay with me

Taehyung's POV:

I was finally allowed to enter his room, and there he laid, motionless on the bed. My heart twisted at the sight as I walked slowly to sit by his side, putting his soft hand in mine.

I looked down at our hands, never lifting my head. I was scared to look up, afraid to see his face, terrified to realize death was written all over it.

I froze in that position, for hours it seems, tears streaming calmly down my face as I held his hand tighter, afraid he will just slip out of it in no time.

"Tae... " I snaped my head up when a weak voice whispered my name. My teary eyes met his hooded ones and for a moment, time stopped.

His eyes, despite looking tired, were so warm and loving.

"Baby, please don't cry. I can't stand seeing you like that. "

He whispered in a barely audible voice as he reached his hand to wipe the tears from my eyes.

I wanted to hold him so bad, screaming how much I was worried about him. How I thought I could never talk to him again and how much it killed me from the inside. I wanted to beg him to stay with me even though I knew he didn't chose to go. Tell him that I couldn't picture my life without him and that if he is out of the frame, I will always be lost and wounded.

But I knew better than doing that, I don't want to show him how much I am hurting while he is the one with the pain. It's me who's supposed to calm him and wipe his tears away, not the opposite.

I needed to be strong, I had to.

"I was so worried about you baby, I love you. " I murmured as I kissed his soft palm. He smiled at me and my heart warmed.

"I love you too ", his voice was weak and tired. I stared at him with adoration and he chuckled, the sound sending butterflies to my stomach. I am so deeply in love, I thought.

"Stop staring, it's embarrassing. " he mimicked my voice using the same words I said earlier. I couldn't help but to laugh, he was laughing too, and for some reason, it felt like everything is going to be alright.

"Kiss me" Jungkook said all of a sudden. Making me blush a deep color of red. Not knowing what to say. He rolled his eyes.

"Come on! You're not gonna make me sit up to kiss you while I am sick, are you? "

I, again, didn't know what to say. I just stared for a couple of seconds before gaining back my words.

"No kisses for you, you're tired and you need to rest." I finally managed to say.

He ignored what I said and continued his last sentence "You left me no choice" He started sitting and I couldn't help but to be so worried.

"No no no no no lay back, jeez, you need to rest why the hell don't you understand? "
I hurried to stop him from getting up, sitting on him and pushing him lightly back to the bed. It happened so fast, and I swear I didn't mean it, but I was now sitting on his lap.

I blushed like crazy as soon as I realized what I was doing, I was basically hovering above him as my hands were on his shoulders and my ass was pressing against his...

"Woah, I said only a kiss but that's even better. " he smirked ,making me blush more if that's even possible.

But I did nothing to pull back.

I just stared at him, and he stared back. His gaze moved to my lips and mine moved to his.

We begun inching closer as he sat up, sneaking his arms around my waist and pulling me closer ,our breaths mixed before our lips met in a gentle kiss. And just the mere touch of his soft pink ones made my heart burst with emotions.

We were kissing slowly but passionately, my hands found their way to his soft raven locks to tag gently on them. And in that moment, all my dark thoughts seemed to disappear as my brain was filled with nothing but him, and his lips against mine.

I shifted on his lap causing friction in our lower regions, he let out a moan and it vibrated against my lips, causing me to moan as well.

We both opened our mouths and our tongues fought for dominance, he gave up after sometime, probably because he was already tired. I took this chance to kiss him more deeply as I licked and sucked every part of his mouth. I moved my hips against his and he was moaning again. God, it's getting really hot here.

This is really dangerous, doing this in a hospital. But none of us seemed to care.

I was really enjoying being in charge, and he seemed to enjoy it too.

Our make out session got interrupted when someone opened the door, we both jumped out of our positions but I guess it was still so obvious. We heard someone laughing beside the door and I snapped my head to look who it was.

My eyes widened and my cheeks burned bright red when I was met with Jin's eyes. I don't remember I've ever wanted the earth to swallow me this bad before.

Jin stopped laughing and he let out a sigh :"Ah you remind me of me and Namjoon when we were in high school"

He sat on the couch and grinned at us, laughing again.

My embarrassed face disappeared and was replaced with a frown. I felt so confused and irritated all of a sudden: Why does he seem so relaxed? Why is he in a good mood? Why the fuck is he in a good mood?

"I am sorry if I interrupted anything, but we have some good news" a doctor said while he walked through the door, his smile was so bright that he seemed like he was shining.

"I am Dr. Jung Hoseok by the way." He gave another one of his sunny smiles.

And with these words, I felt the spark of hope inside me burning bright again, lingering on every word the doctor said.