Why do i have to see you like this?....

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Conor POV
As I park my car in the hospital car park just eager to see her the state her brother and I did was just hard to think I was involved in putting her in hospital I feel like an idiot I walk up to the front desk

"How may I help you sir?" The woman said at the front desk

"Here to see Evie just went in today...I'm her boyfriend Conor" I said

"Conor....?" She asked typing away

"Maynard" I said

"Yes two people are visiting her at the moment as well just 3 floor room 68 thanks you" she said

"Thanks.." I said and walked up to the 3 floor and saw room 68 I slowly opened the door to see mikey and jack and looked up as I walked in they was sat there in silence jack raised his eyebrows in notice of my presents

"She's asleep" jack mouthed I nodded and he tapped mikey and jack stood up followed by mikey and he pointed to the door and I walked out and jack slowly closed it

"Mate she been ranting on about you!" Mikey said

"In what way?" I question worriedly

"She wants to see you so bad she kept asking 'when's Conor gonna get here' 'how long til Conor gets here' I guess best friend hugs don't mean anything to her!" Jack said

"Don't take it personally jack" I said

"No I'm not just saying mate...just be there for her"jack said

"What do mean he there for her I'm always am!" I said in a tone

"No don't give this sorry shit because Caspar told me how you been feeling because I can tell you now Evie will be happy with that wall you punched again and it's not your fault so..." jack said

"He means just comfort her...she a mess mate" mikey said I nodded

"Right c ya bud" jack said giving me a bro hug

"C ya mate...." mikey said patting my shoulder

"Bye.." I said and I watched them leave until they was out of my sight. Guess it just me now..I opened the door to see her face I guess we woke her up I crammed in and as the door shut there was some silence

"Did I wake you?" I asked

"No" she said I looked at her and then she thought

"Yea I guess you did" she said I laughed awkwardly and I moved the chair next to her bed and sat on the chair she gleaned at me

"You okay?" She asked

"Why you asking me?" I questioned

"Because I do worry about you even if I'm hurt...so be honest...are you okay?"she said

"Upset your in here...but I'm fine, you? and be honest"I say

"In pain...but I've got some bad news"she said

"Yeah I know jack massage me what is it?" I questioned she looked in my eyes lovingly but it gave me a scare of what she actually gonna say

"Well when he punched me her hurt my lung and when I fell to the ground I hurt it more...the nurse said I have puncherd one of my lung witch means I'm in here 4-5 days..." she said I looked at her shocked

"So your in here for-" she cut me off

"4-5 days yes"she said

"I'm so sorry" I said I know jack said not to say sorry but she my girl I can say what I want in fact it is kinda my fault

"It's not your fault gorgeous" she whispers I weekly smile and took her hand and rubbed the top of her hand several times and kissed it several times then the nurses walked in

"Right we kinda have to put some needles in you for medication so...would you like him to be here or?" The woman asked Evie hasn't been the best with needles and and heard the word needle made her face change

"Yes..." she said quitely and they started preparing needles

"So boyfriend this is then?" She asked

"F-f-fiancée" she said looking at the needles

"Awh you take good care of her" she joked we laughed lightly and she helped prep the needle

"He always has" she muttered I smiled and rubbed her hand

"Right ready?" She asked you nodded I moved her head towards me our eyes connected lovingly she smiled so did I and as they put the needles in her face changed and looked down

"Shhhh" I muttered she looked up and I smiled she was lost in my loving eyes

"All done!' The woman interrupted we smiled and thanked her and they walked out

"You okay gorgeous?" I said she nodded but she didn't look it I could tell she was tried and she moved my head so I was resting on her chest and she rest her head on my hair

"You just want a cuddle, don't you?" I said

"Mhm" she said in agreement and then she moved her head off me i looked at her and she shuffled up so there was some room to lie on and she tapped it hinting for me to lay on it

"You sure?" I said she nodded so I lay down on the hospital bed not gonna lie it was uncomfortable but it's all in her happiness she snuggled closer and closer to me she never been this attached to me well she always wanted to cuddle but she never wanted to be this close to me I felt tears on my green sugglife hoodie and then I could feel her crying in my hoodie

"Shhh it's okay" I said

"I wanna go home" she said like a child I laughed a bit

"Why you'll be fine" I said

"I wanna get in to bed and wait for you to come up and hour later or we go to bed together ether way you let me know you are there by being close and protected and feeling loved in bed...I don't wanna stay here for a couple of nights! I wanna stay with you at home!" She said my hart just wants to take her to my car and drive her home but I don't have the power to do that and the hospital are making her better

"Evie...I can't do anything I'm sorry gorgeous" I say

"No I know Conor I just...miss you already" she said I sighed and kissed her forehead it makes me miss her

"Your filming tomorrow right?" She said then I remember I haven't posted in a mouth fuck sake I need to post something

"Yea..a cover I dunno what one yet..normally I do them on how I feel so it maybe about you" i said

"I'd like that" she said as she wiped her tears and snuggled closer

"I hate seeing you like this" I muttered

Hay guys hope you liked it if you did comment and vote while you at it and I hope to see you soon-Evie

Q What cover should Conor do? One that he already done and is on his YouTube channel xox

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