I know how it feels to be left behind...

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Day Evie left...
Conor POV
I wake up no one besides me...please don't tell me she gone I ran downstairs and saw her there

"Oh I was going to write something..."she said there was sadness in her voice I went up to her and kissed those precious lips that was all mine to kiss and I looked at her

"I'll be fine"I whispered she cried into my chest...why are we like this there pain and sadness when she leaves and pain and sadness when I leave I would have never been like that before I met Evie

"Go...it will make things better"I said she looked up at me

"I'll talk to you everyday"she said quitely I nodded while I wiped her tears and then she opened the door I watched her leave but before she did leave she turned to me

"I love you Gorgeous"she said

"I love you too baby"I said and then she walked out the door and I watch the door shut...fuck sakes I can't bare to see her leave but I need to keep distracted...night ou? Haven't been on one shockingly in a while maybe it's because I'm settled with Evie and even though I'm loyal to her obviously and she doesn't like to drink I just choose not to go out..I'll text the group chat

Conor:boys you up for a night out?

Jack:I fucking called it after you told us Evie is going away! But yeah I'm down for a night out

Caspar:me and joe was thinking since we've been working in our new management we deserve to treat ourselves to a night out

Joe:yeah! Byron isn't coming though he got another date tonight

Josh:currently at Oli's and we both are coming out tonight

Mikey:I suppose if all the boys are going out I should

Conor:the boys big night out! Will go to the club drama

Joe:cool see you tonight boys!

Oli:can't wait it's been ages

Evie POV
I landed in in New York finally...I know the boys are on a night out because conor texts looks like He wasted and as soon as I landed and got out of the airport and into the car I flicked through the boys snapchats while there out clubbing there was a video on joes Snapchat when conor cover 'panda' was on and he was dancing to it I smiled because the next one was all the boys with the caption 'missed having nights out with all the boys' I mean the boys have been busy and same as me and conor but conor doesn't really go out anymore so it's good that it's all them together without me for a change because that's what it was like before I met conor and they talk about all the funny times back then..

"Here you are"the driver said parking outside my hotel

"Thank you"I said getting out the car and going into the hotel lobby checking in and they took me up to the second top floor and down the hall and there was two doors and they opened it...there was my room

Evie hotel room/suite^^^

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Evie hotel room/suite^^^

"I'll leave you be"the hotel worker said I thanked him and hearing the door shut and knowing that I'm alone in this room...I was shocked I legit feel like royalty I got my phone out and started snap chatting a room tour and saying how lucky I feel then once I posted it my manger started calling me

"Hello I'm here"I said

Ah good good Well I'm also in New York since this is your first trip away being part of our agency and I just wanna say you won't always be going it's just to meet with other models and mangers we connect with because you do already have a name in the modelling industry and everyone ask to meet you

"No pressure then"I joked I hear her laugh through the phone

Exactly! But you won't be just meeting people someone wants to do an interview with you tomorrow morning for there YouTube channel I'll email you the location and the the details but tonight you free to do whatever

"Okay thank you I'll speak to you later"I said

Yeah talk to later hun

I said bye and ended the call I check the time and it was 9:00 pm and that means it's like 2 am in London and I got a few drunk texts from conor obviously drunk texts

Conor❤️:babe come over 😉
Conor❤️:you awake ?
Conor❤️:Wait shouldn't you be at home with me?

Oh conor...I giggled and I went in the bathroom and ran a bath and used the mini bubble bath toiletry on the side and poor a little bit under the running hot water...I love New York...but I'd rather be in London because that's where my lover is...I seriously always miss him when we go away alone for business/work but that shows how much I love him

I can't survive without him not loving me

Next day...
Conor POV
Heads pounding and I finished up in the studio for today I wanna go on another night out but I think I need to recover for last night and I was walking to joes to see him and Byron because I can't just sit around at home without missing Evie. Once I got to joes and got buzzed in I knocked on the door and Byron answered it

"Alright bruh"He said

"Okay I suppose, you?"I asked...I laid I was missing Evie but I covered it well

"Don't lie conor I know your not okay you miss your wife!"joe said from the sofa I laughed

"Shut up joe! Leave him alone!"Byron joked I laughed

"Anyways yeah I'm alright"he said as we walked and sat on the sofa I said hi to joe and we played a game of Fifa and then after I beat Byron at a game we sat and had a chat outside since it was really sunny outside sipping on our beers

"So talk to me chied, how you feeling?"joe asked

"I think I'm coping okay because I'm keeping myself busy"I said

"Keeping yourself busy?! You've got drunk and that's it"joe said

"Yeah but..."I started say but I shrugged but it made me think of last night I remember when I wasn't wasted I was looking at the girls and there nothing compared to Evie

"You know last night...looking at all the girls it made me think all of them are no competition to Evie"I said joe looked at me

"That's interesting because the conor I knew going back to when he was single you wouldn't think that at all...but I think Evie just changed you and to be honest and I not saying this to steal her from you but she is really attractive and it comes with the best personality ever which is a winner to be fair and I think Byron and all the boys would agree if you and her split up that they would start flirting with her and trying to date her...let's just say that girl is unforgettable in your eyes and our our eyes"joe said I nodded

"I agree mate"I said finishing my beer

Times like this when I'm sober and off work and she isn't around...I fucking miss her

Hayoooo hope you enjoyed if you did vote and comment and I'll c ya soon bye-Evie xx

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