It's Dumb You Going To Laugh But This Was My Dream Okay So I Moved It With my Cousin Jane And For About A Week You Wasnt Able To Come Over Bcause You Was Getting You A Car And Your Liscence After That You Started Coming over In The Morning After Work Waking Me Up For School And Ish Then Spring Break You Stayed The Week With Me And One night I Juh Slept With A Long Shirt On And When You Came In The Next Morning The Regular Kiss And Talk About Your Day While We Cuddled And Then We Kissed And And Got A Lil Intense AND You Started Rubbing And Kissing All Over my Body And I Covered My Face And You Looked At Me And Was Like Don't Hide Your Face You To Beautiful For That I Moved You Off Me And Got In The Shower After our shower we layed back down you Juh decided to do a favor for a favor👅💦 you asked me was I ready I told you yeah You Got On Top And Looked At Me I Laughed But With all Seriousness I Told You Yes You Juh Took Your Time I Cried For A Minute And You Stopped And Kept Kissing me With SLOW Strokes asking was I okay I said yeah when things where over we layed there in silence you kissed me an said you love me and didn't want to lose me 😔 And Juh Held Me All Day We Stayed in the room most of the day Juh talking about a future together. Funny How When I Tell You All About my Dreams And They Never Come True Cause This Life I Live And The Life That I Want To Live.
I'm Destiny And That's One Part Of my Diary There And That's To my Boyfriend. I Live In A House With Stupidity And Constantly Want Yo Get Away And When I'm With Him Everything Juh Seems To Change I'm Not Mad Aggravated None Of That In His Presence I'm Happy Like no Other We Only been Dating 1 Year 6 Months And 5 Days. Ww Been Arguing A lot Lately But I Know I'll Make It Up To Him Soon 💦😏💋. And Yea I Carry My Journal Everywhere I Go.
Walking Home From School One Day.
Damon- Bae Let's GonTo The Park We Haven't Been There In A Minute Please.
Dessy- Sure Why Not Don't WantbTo Go Home No Way😔
Dame- Babe I Promise When Tahy Day Come Im Taking You Far Away From Here.
Dessy- Yeah Sure You Are
HE grabbed dessy Face Looked Her Dead In The Face And Promised To Take Her Away Kissing Her.
Dessy- okay baby but promises Are Meant To Be Broken I Don't Believe Them
DAME- Well Believe This One
A few Minutes After Making It To The Park Dessy Phone Rings
"PHONE CONVO"
Dessy-Hello
Mom- wya
In the background "Probably with that Bitch ass nigga, " her step dad yelled
Dessy hangs up and looks at dame and ask him to walk with her somewhere as she asked he did.
They now Been walking hours and it started to get dark and Dame grew worried about their place of being. Dessy stopped in the middle of the street sat there and cried her eyes out and starting telling dame about Everything that's been going on at home. As Dame Listened he started getting mad. He looked at destiny and told her she's not ever going back to thay house.
See while destiny lived at home she was the outcast nobody cared about her and whatever she said or whenever she spoker her mind she was wrong and had to apolozie. Her Step-dad Would Molest her and beat her and her mother. WHEN HE would leave and come home drunk Her mother would run and hide in the basement and lock her self in while destiny stayed upstairs to get beat. Once he beat her so badly she had a bromen rib a skull fracture and a bruised lung and she didn't go to the hospital the next day she had school instead of going their she went to the hospital and lied about what happened Because She Loved Them Not To Let Them Take Her Away.
AS She Sat There crying Dame Hugged Her And Called A Ride To Take Them To His House. When their ride came as she got in her journal fell and it had every detail of everything that has ever happened To Her And Everything About her Relationship DameLooked Down Picked It Up And Got In The Car On The Way Ti His House He Began Reading Her Journal About Everything And With That He Gor Madder Holding Dessy As She Curled Up Under Him And Sleep In The Back Seat. They Finnaly Arrive To His House He Sofly Shakes Her To Wake her Up she Get Up Whining Saying She Sorry And It Won't Happen Again Dmae Grabbed Her And Her Belongings And took Her Inside His House Up To His RooM And In The Bed. As Je Layed Her Down And Tryed To Walk Away To Take His Clothes Off She Grabs Him and Asked Him Not To Leave He Looks At Her And Says I'm Not He Got In The Bed And Under The Sheets She Turns Over Facing Him And Kissed HIM and Went To Sleep.
No Matter What A Girl Goes Through They Hold It In And Let It Eat Them Up But Once They Find That One Person They Truly Love And Trust They Began To Let Go Because They Feel Protected From Everything They Once Let Get To Them All That Anger And All Those Emotions Balled Up Into A Bottle Began To Come Out And Show. So Male If Your Girl Is Constantly Mad With You And Arguing Sit Her Down And Ask Her What's Wrong Of She Says Nothing Juh Hold Her And Yell Her Everything Is Okay No matter What It Is That's All They Want To Hear. Same For Females If Your Boyfriend Just Gwta Mad One Day Ask Him Whays Wrong He May Get A Bitchy Attitude But That's Only Cayse Whatever It Is Waiting Him Up And He Can't Handle It alone He Want To Tell You But Think You Won't Understand And If You Don't Understand Tell Him And Keep Talking To Him To Let Him Know That He Don't Have To Prtend With You Cause You Know Who He Really Is.
