Imagine Being In A Commited Relationship With No Mistakes And The Ones That Happened You Are Over And Don't Care About Anymore. Being Able To Juh Love One Person And Accept Them For Them And Their Flaws And Not Change Them. Everyone Has That One Person They Won't Give Up On No Matter What Y'all Been Through. So With That Being Said.......
Dear Diary,
March 22, 2018 I Woke Up This Morning Feeling Weak As Ever. I took A Shower And Washed My Hair Only To Have Some In My Hands 😢.I've Been In A Relationship For Almost 6 Years And We Been Through Everything You Can Think About. We Broke Up And Got Back Together Countless Times. This Boy Means A lot To Me Not To Mention That I Might Be Carrying His Child😢And I Have Early Cancer . YES I'm Crying Cause I Dont Want To Bring A Child Into My Complicated Life. I have Trust Issues I'm Bipolar And I Juh Don't Give Af About A lot Of Stuff. But When It Comes Down To Him It's Us Against Everyone. I Love Him But I Can't Stay With Him And Be Hurt Anymore Only So Much I Can Take. It's That Point In The Relationship Where We Have To Sit And Talk About Our Feelings And How Things Are Going To Change If They Don't I'm Leaving😔. I'd Hate To Have To Walk Away From A 6 Year Relationship And Start Over Again Od Rather Sit And Work This Out Before That Can Even Happen. With Him I Feel So Happy But There Is Always That Pain Of That First Hurt He Caused That Juh Puts A Dent In Where We Stand And I Can't Have Help But Think About It Constantly. And To Now Think About His Child In Me Damn. This Can't Be My Life If I Brings His Child Into This World. Every Time I Get The Chance To Talk To Him He Knows And Changes To Subject And I Hate It But We Have To Talk About This Sooner Rather Than Later. I Need Him To Know. UGH Why Now At The Worst Time Possible. I Love You Baby
-Kiara L. Brady
