I wasn't supposed to meet her.
to start believing in heaven once I saw her smile
I wasn't supposed to talk to her
And discover that a pretty face could suit a pretty mind
I wasn't supposed to stay when she told me to
I should've fled away, should've told her since the beginning
That my heart couldn't take what she put me through
I wasn't supposed to make her laugh
Wasn't supposed to get addicted to her scent
Wasn't supposed to feel the comforting warmth of her embrace
Wasn't supposed to be her friend
I should've fled away, should've told her since the beginning
That I would never be the same
Now there's no use running
I wasn't supposed to feel this lump in my throat
Every time I watch her leave
I wasn't supposed to admire her from afar
Her and her beautiful soul
I'm not supposed to be here
I shouldn't be by her side
I shouldn't love an angel
Cause in the end she'll fly away
And I'll be left alone to cry.
Zoé, the 11.09.17
