School Crush (Levi x masochist reader):high school

Chapter 2

I woke up to my alarm and I turned it off, my head hurt so I just lied on my bed looking at the ceiling then my phone buzzed

-Comments on recent picture-

PetraRal17: You should get some real friends

JemmaZoey17: that's so true you should die because you have no real friends

-Turns off phone-

I starting laughing and crying at the same time I didn't know how to react, She was always hurting me but I thought it felt good.. I never thought of it as bad but that was the baddest comment ever maybe I do need real friends but who gives a fuck.

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom, I grabbed a blade and started cutting my arm, I was laughing when the blade touched my skin, I looked at the mirror and started to cry

"Am I that sad? That's pretty sad right mirror (y/n)?" I told myself and my phone rang again

-text messages-

"I am at the door so hurry up brat"- Levi

"Yeah I am coming just give me a second"- (y/n)

"Alright but don't take long brat"-Levi

"Yeah, yeah"- (y/n)

-turns phone off-

I lied that I was happy to Levi so he doesn't have to worry of even if he actually cares, I put on my uniform
.°(ಗдಗ。)°.
And wrapped my arms with bandages but I didn't care if he saw that I was hurt, I didn't really feel the pain of sadness I will admit that I am a masochist but who cares really...I think.

I opened the door and Levi looked at my arms

"What happened to your arm?" He asked

"Nothing just cuts" I said like it was nothing

"Show me them"

"No"

"Show me now"

"No"

Then he grabbed my arm and unwrapped it, he was wide eye then hugged me, I didn't realize I could hurt someone like that so I started to cry

"I-I'm sorry" I whispered

"Shh"

He broke the hug and kissed me and I was wide eye I don't think I ever kissed before, but I kissed back well tried, he broke the kiss and whipped the tear off my cheek

"You are a bad kisser"

"Well it's not my fault I never kiss anyone"

"Are you sure because I remember that you kissed me last night"

"What?!" I yelled

"Oh wait it was a French kiss"

"Holy shit"

I blushed and he looked at me in the eyes