School Crush (Levi x masochist reader):high school

Chapter 8

LEVI'S POV

I was in her room, sitting on her bed in the dark, I didn't want to eat, talk or hang out, I was living in hell, she was in surgery yesterday, but she hasn't woken up, I so fucking scared, Aki is in the hospital watching her. I heard a knock on the door

"Hey Levi you should eat, I got you food" I heard Eren say

"GET THE FUCK AWAY" I yelled

"Levi...i know your sad but you have to be happy for her, she is still alive, you will get to see her soon"

"I TOLD YOU GET FUCK OFF"

I lied on her bed, crying like a brat, I wanted to see her (e/c), her smile, I wanted to her voice again

"Hey Levi" someone said

"Who is it and why the fuck are you here"

"It's Petra, i heard (y/n) is in the hospital, that mean we can have time together"

"GO AWAY YOU SLUTTY BITCH"

"Come on Levi, remember the times we had fun... in my room"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO AWAY OR I SWEAR I WILL KILL YOU DAMN IT"

"L-Levi you won't really do that right?"

"Do you want to test that theory?" I asked her and she said nothing, I heard footsteps, she was walking away

I looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes were red, nose was red, I was pale, my hair was messed up, i was wearing a black sweatshirt, black pants, and black socks, I had a feeling I have a lot of black clothes. The room was cold with (y/n). It felt like living hell with out her, the first time we met, we were just friends, then it became best friends, and who knows how I fell in love with her, maybe because she understood me, she calmed me down, she told me her secrets that I kept to my self and she trusted me so much, I did also, but she also told me she was a masochist, I always try to stop her, she is getting less hurt now, she is changing...in a good way, I never thought I could love a person that loved pain, but that one time...

-FLASHBACK-

"It hurts so much I hate it"

-BACK-

She hated pain.

I went on the bed and looked at the door, foot steps, is what I saw underneath the door, someone opened the door and it was Erwin, he had food in his hands

It was bright out there so I put my head into (y/n) pillow

"You don't look to great" Erwin said

"Have the food, eat it and tell me when your done" he added

"Done" I said

"You didn't eat it yet"

"I don't want to eat okay!"

"Do I have to feed you?"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP ERWIN"

"Get up and eat it, I will not let you starve"

I got up and grabbed the food it's was (y/n) favorite food...(f/f) ( (f/f) = (favorite/food) ) I ate it, I put it on the nightstand

"Hey Levi we are going to the hospital wanna come?" Armin asked

"Y-Yeah" I said holding in my tears

"Great, lets go"

-HOSPITAL-

We arrived at the hospital and up to (y/n) room