School Crush (Levi x masochist reader):high school

Chapter 5

YOUR POV

"Wake up brat"

"No I am fine here" I said sleepily

"Get up and feed the damn dog"

"You do it brat"

"Shut it"

"Why can't I just sleep in peace"

"Because I need you to feed your damn dog"

"Blah blah blah"

"Tch... do you want to get kicked?"

"Yes"

"Get up"

"Fine"

I got out of bed and grabbed the dog food, I fed the dog, I went to the bathroom to wash my face and remembered what happened yesterday

'Why did I forgive him so easily?' I asked myself and looked at myself in the mirror

'What happens if he really didn't love me and it's all a fucking lie' I asked myself again

"Hurry up and clean the damn place with me" I heard Levi yell

"Yeah coming" I yelled back and ran out the bathroom

"So Levi I wanted to ask you something..."

"That is?"

"Do you really love me?"

"What kind of question is that? Of course I fucking love you brat"

"So your saying Petra is lying?"

"Yes I am"

"Prove it"

"So you believe what Petra said? All she is doing is trying to get you away from me"

"Well then it's working" I said with tires rolling down my face

"(Y/n)...I love you...and you know that don't you?"

"Levi...I love you but you already know that...but I can't believe you...you just went off to Petra's arms and not telling me ALL THESE LIES BUT WHY LEVI?"

"I AM NOT LIEING TO YOU"

"Are Your sure about that?"

"I am so FUCKING SURE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING"

"Then why did you leave? To her the person that wants you so badly, and you ran to her without telling me what kind of person does that?"

"I KNOW I FUCKED UP (Y/N) BUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU"

"THEN SHOW IT LEVI, SHOW THAT YOU FUCKING LOVE ME, if that mean hurting me then do it show me how much you love me by hurting me"

"What the hell are you talking about (y/n)?"

"Show me you love me by hurting me"

"I can't do that... I can't hurt you (y/n)"

"You did it before didn't you? So do it again and show me that you love me because that shows me how you show love...by loving others in front of people"

"That's not true"

"Show me you love me...Levi...show me how much you love me by hurting me...physically or verbally...do it levi"

"I CANT (Y/N), I CANT BECAUSE THATS HOW MUCH I FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU, I DONT WANT TO HURT YOU, (Y/N)"

"Levi, get out"

"(Y/n)..."

He hugged me but I pushed him off, I liked pain but not this kind...why.

He looked at me with watery eyes and left the room, I closed the door and sat there crying

LEVI'S POV

I walked out the room and sat there crying like a damn baby, I through everything on the floor and punched the wall, I knew I fucked up so bad but I really do love her

"(Y/N) I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH DAMN IT" I yelled and all I heard was subbing

It was silent but the sound of her crying mad me so fucking mad, I got up and ran to her bed room door, I pulled it open and saw her sitting on the floor in a pool of blood, she was crying, my eyes widen, I ran up to her and hugged her, really tight, she cried into my shoulder

"I love you too Levi" she whispered into my shoulder

"I love you so fucking much" she whispered again

"Me too brat"