yes rush i just stole that phrase because it is fucking genius
okay so ik i haven't been online a whole lot
IM A HIGH SCHOOLER
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
HOMEWORK OVERLOAD ARGH
unfortunately a lot of the morons from my old middle school are now morons at my high school >:|
but despite my chronic awkwardness i've made a few friends already
they're cool
one of them is into MCSM
(there's a little bit of a story there lol)
but one of my close friends from middle school moved over the summer so i miss him but we still chat so it's alright
And there's been some weird sister problems lately and me and my parents have no clue what;s going on but Alyssa and Mariah have been angry at each other for almost a month now. NOt just little sibling sqabbles, but they legitimately look FURIOUS every time one of them looks in the direction of the other.
I get caught in the middle a lot because I usually hang out with Alyssa but Mariah's been being weirdly nice lately
and I don't know what happened between them because niether will tell me ANYTHINGAnd Mom keeps asking if I know anything and I'm just honestly so confused because RRRGH JUST BECAUSE WE ARE TRIPLETS DOES NOT MEAN WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER HHHHHHNNNNN
Alyssa dropped a hint that Mariah might be gay? She won't tell me jack shit, but based on their interactions Alyssa found SOMETHING out and is mad that Mariah didn't tell her/us? And Mariah is holding a grudge because Mariah? I would actually be really surprised if she came out.
But if she is lesbian then WHY IS THAT A PROBLEM?!
Okay so some backstory. My family is pretty much LGBTQ+ central. Like basically in this family, you are accepting of the LGBTQ+ community or you are disowned. It's fucking awesome.
(i literally didn't even have to come out normally, I figured out I was bi around fifth grade and my family just was like 'yep we saw that coming'.)I thought Mariah was with this jock-ish guy at the end of seventh grade but come to think of it she's never really talked about crushes like me or Alyssa so i REALLY don't know
And it's a whole other level of weird because my parents kinda expect me to know what's going on with my sisters, but I'm just nervously caught in the middle '-'
RAAAGHGHRGJHFHJKGJGFLXKJFASLDFKASHUYTREDGFHJ
AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF I DON'T EVEN HAVE LUKTRA TO CONSOLE ME
yes i played episode three
i'll talk about that in a minute
BYE. DON'T GET EATEN BY A HIGHLIGHTER