I wonder if you would if you would notice,
if you saw the world crumbling at your feet.
How I would not even look at you while you are falling down.
I wonder if you would care,
I f the sky fell down,
How the stars would burn out,
how your eyes would not shine.
If my cigarette burnt your lungs,
If my ash had stained your heart,
If your mouth tasted like yesterdays coffee.
I do not want to hear you scream.
I wonder if you would notice,
If I recited the Bible.
If i tried to talk to God like he was the Devil.
Would you still call me home,
Would you still stain my clothes with regret.
I wonder if you would care,
If the diamond ring I bought you was as real as our love.
If you would watch me cry for help.
Because when i talked to God he called me his daughter.
He called me a saint.
But who is he to judge.
Without you there is no me,
Without the night sky, there is no stars in the sky to watch die out.
I wonder if you would notice,
If I locked myself away, if you would still try to find the light in my eyes.
