If I could take back what I said,
I would.
I would give you that last breath of fresh air before the chemicals from my mouth escaped.
Before the storm hits.
Before the ice cold air hits your body and puts you in survival mode.
I want you to listen.
I am not here to hurt,
But to only listen and talk you through the hard parts.
I am here to try to make you feel worthy again.
I will fix all my broken parts,
All our rusted parts,
All of our parts that had only bent, but did not break.
I will fix us,
But I need you to stand here and hold my hand.
Hold my heart.
I do not want to abuse the only thing that has us fused together,
But this storm will eat us alive my dear,
This storm will wash away all our fears my dear.
This storm has my heart worrying about us my dear,
I will hold on to us,
Because the only thing that matters to me is us.
At the end of this day all I can think about is how I managed to fix us, yet we are still so bent
Darling we may not be perfect,
But I will never forget how much I love you,
And how tattooed the words love instead of lust on your tongue.
Because some nights I still fell like I am still not good enough even though its been a year and we still have more to come,
But I know that you are good enough for me because I will hold your heart in my chest, I will keep it there until it stops beating for me.
Until the river runs dry...
For you my love,
I will hold your love in my brain,
I will forever hold your love there.
