Present Time
Today I was feeling better than usual. I had this weird feeling that everything was going to be okay
I decided to take a walk
As I was walking I saw a girl with a wheelchair. I stopped immediately and looked down. Most people would think this was normal but I thought of Nicole. I thought of Nicole in her last days. I thought of her on her worst days and on her best. I thought o her smile and how she love to talk about the world and how it change almost instantly. I never thought about how much the world could change until I met her. She taught me the joys of living but then she was gone and no one was there to keep me happy like she did. She was my best friend, my soul sister. I can't find anyone like her and I never want to. I don't want to find someone exactly like her, that would make me feel worse
I looked up and before I could look at the girl, I walked rather quickly back to my house. I walked in and slid down the door with my hands in my hair. It made me think of when I did this when Aidan cane over and my best friend punched him then comforted me while my world was falling apart. I just wish I had her back. Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed somehow she would be here but I know that won't happen and I just have to deal with that somehow
