Lauren/You Imagines

imagine - e l e v e n

Y/N: hey Lolo

Y/N: so it's been six years and who knew it'd still be this hard

Y/N: I really thought that the pain would have eased by now but it hasn't

Y/N: i miss you so much

Y/N: some days I still can't believe that you're gone

Y/N: some days I wake up expecting to wake up to your beautiful face and smile. Then I remember and I'm instantly in tears

Y/N: some days I just want to spend the whole day in bed but I have to be strong. For you and for our children

Y/N: Elijah and Ava are growing up so much. Elijah is now 10 and Ava just turned 8. It's crazy how much Ava looks like you. Seeing her is hard but I can see you in her and it's helped me so much over these years

Y/N: Elijah has brought you up a few times, asking where you are and when you'll be home so you can have dance sessions. I tried to get him to dance over these years but he won't dance without you

Y/N: he misses his dance buddy and his mama. They both miss you. Even if Ava didn't get to spend much time with you I know she still misses you just as much

Y/N: it's so hard watching them grow up and knowing you can't physically be here to watch them grow. But I know that you're watching down on us

Y/N: we were supposed to do the entire parent thing together and when I found out I honestly didn't think that I'd be able to go on alone. Sometimes I still think that but I'm trying my best

Y/N: I know that you'd be just as proud of our kids as what I am

Y/N: but I hope that you'd be proud of me

AN: next one will also be a text imagine before I do other forms :)

Kind of a sad one so I hope that you still like this one

- brooke x