fight for you (e.dolan)

nineteen

hailey: we slept together iajdjfhdkeisk

kiara: oh my god you did? how was it? as
good as you remember?

hailey: okay, first of all: we broke up like three
weeks ago, not three years ago, so i 'remember'
sleeping with him quite clearly

hailey: and second, i didn't mean that we
had sex... i mean that we literally slept together...

kiara: like fell asleep?

hailey: yeah.

kiara: lame

hailey: shut up

hailey: i don't really know how it happened

kiara: well you better figure it out cause
I WANT DETAILS ANYWAY

kiara: even if all you did was fall asleep ugh
i'm rolling my eyes

kiara: that's still a pretty big step considering
you wanted to literally pull off each of his limbs
one by one, like, two days ago

hailey: you should know that i hate you

hailey: ANYWAY.

hailey: he came over and i kinda
just chickened out on hooking up

hailey: and

kiara: was it cause of what we talked about?

hailey: 50/50, kind of that and kind of everything
else going on

hailey: anyway don't interrupt my double
texting god

hailey: okay so yeah i chickened out and i
felt kind of bad about that because that was
the whole point of him coming over. but ethan
was really understanding and we talked for a
while, not about anything serious. it felt like
we were together again and that was nice for
a while but then i panicked

kiara: you always panic smh

hailey: shut up i know

hailey: but i panicked and i started crying
because i didn't want to feel like we were
together

kiara: why not? isn't that a good thing?

hailey: no

hailey: i don't know

hailey: i wanted to keep believing that
he's a shitty person

hailey: he used me to get with my step
sister... and he slept with her... and then
just dated me like nothing happened? he
didn't even tell me about what happened
until someone ratted him out ten months
later lol.

kiara: ughhh i know

kiara: but i just :/ he seems so genuinely
sorry...

hailey: i know...

hailey: but um

hailey: yeah. so he talked me down, hugged
me and just talked to me for a while until i
eventually fell asleep. i woke up before him
and kiara ugh

hailey: his arm was around me and he was
holding me so CLOSE. he looked so pretty
and peaceful and perfect...

hailey: his hair was all messy like it always gets
when he wakes up in the morning, and he had me
pulled into his chest in the way that he knows i love
the most.

hailey: his lips were pouted and parted just a
little bit, just enough to make me want to lean
in and kiss him one more time. and his cheek
was pressed against my pillow and

hailey: he just looked so relaxed and vulnerable.
i haven't seen him like that since we broke up.

hailey: i didn't even wake him up because
i just needed the time to pretend that things
weren't really as messed up as they were

hailey: when he did wake up, he started
apologizing like crazy for falling asleep and
that he just felt so at home when i fell asleep
on him... i said it was okay and then he left
soon after that and he kissed my head and
habsjdkfkekd

hailey: why is it so hard to get over him ki

kiara: maybe because you're not supposed to

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el :-)