Another POV
As I grew older I realized a guy like Kim Taehyung would never feel the same for me. No matter how desperately in love with him I was.
That reading fanfic's or writing them wouldn't cover up the fact that he's just out of my limit.
But I did realize that just because I can't experience this love with a idol doesn't mean I can't experience this in the arms of a normal guy that I met in college.
Tweeting all day, streaming there music videos all day, owning all the merchandise and albums.
That never promised me the idol I so desperately wished for.
I never needed him either.
Because I'm happy regardless.
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"Mom what's all of this?"
"Oh those albums? I guess you went on a adventure to the attic huh?"
My oldest child nods.
"I was looking for things to decorate my room with. As a teenager now I have to maintain it clean and pretty."
Laughing I take the box of collective albums and picture books.
"As a teenager I was obsessed with this music, its Korean. I didn't understand half of it but it didn't keep me from listening... When I was younger I swore I was going to move to South Korea and marry this one."
Pointing at the picture of younger V I smiled.
"I even religiously read fan fiction at one point."
"Is that those stories fangirls make?"
"Pretty self explanatory huh?"
My husband walks in with our youngest sitting next to me.
"Still drooling over him I see? I'm glad I caught you before you ran around South Korea trying to find him."
"To this day I regret not taking the first flight."
He pretends to be offended and turns away dramatically.
"To think I was going to offer ice cream."
Putting the photo book down I stand up "That's not fair! I want ice cream."
He laughs turning around wraps his arms around my waist.
"Come on kids let's go for some ice cream then."
After that we end up at a small local ice cream shop.
Looking at my husband I smile.
"Saranghae"
"What does that mean?"
"It means I love you."
"Well saranghae to you too."
The kids give us gross faces as I lean in to kiss my husband.
"Ew mom has cooties."
"Oh hush and eat your ice cream."
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Deepest Desire. {Kim Taehyung FF}
FanfictionHe's not really in love with me. I just feel like he is. Because this makes it feel real. But in reality will he ever know my name?
