Two | Jung Hoseok

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Tape Two was now playing, Jin's lip still quivering.
The others weren't good either, tears building up in their eyes.

Hoseok in particular wasn't finding it well, his hand covering his mouth when Yoongi appeared on the screen again.

Okay... Moving on.
Hobi...argh this is painful.

He shook his head before beginning to speak again.

Hoseok-ah, please don't hate me after this.
Of course I'd understand why you would but the idea itself scares me.

'Why would I ever hate him?' He thought.

Hobi, you're the cheerful one. Not me.
You're the funny one. Not me
You're the cute one. Not me.
You're the extra one. Not me.

Even thinking about how you are makes me laugh.

Yoongi chuckled before a frown settled on his face.

But how you are... Underneath all the love I have for you,
I don't like it.

We're mostly polar opposites, everyone knows that.
Some say we're a good match because our personalities still go together.
You've rubbed off on me slightly for these years.
And although I'm glad for it... It made me weaker.

You made me weak.
You made me become happy and cute and funny and I was more vulnerable to things that I normally ignored.
Positivity and optimism wasn't my main characteristic... Because it was slowly killing me.

And yes... I understand that it wasn't necessarily your fault.
But I needed someone to blame.

And I'm sorry for that... But I love you Hoseok.
Thank you for always being there...

The screen went black abruptly again.

And everyone could hear sobbing from Hoseok.
Jimin was rubbing his back with a shaking hand...

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