for your eyes only.

humpty dumpty

are you okay?
people question me
why are you acting this way?
why are you feeling this way?
can i help to ease you ?
obviously you know that something    is wrong so why bother to ask

instead of asking me that
try
 how are you?
because i could describe thousand of things that i could tell you
how i think i am
how i am
how i feel
my answer would be short
never wasting precious time
splendid. well. good.
you would want to hear all the good
so how is it to tell you that i am no good at all
broken. failure. lifeless.
you wouldn't want to hear those
you never thought that i would be that person

how i please people
it's really tough
i put in tons of consideration
making you not worry
so with that
i lie
i have been taught how to lie
in life itself

we as humans
have been built to fall
over and over
reminds me of humpty dumpty
it was built to fall too

opening too much of yourself to someone else
creates a deep dark hole of thoughts
most times
you will end up falling into it without realizing

humpty dumpty taught me many things in life in different aspects,because even though i have fallen a million times,i pick myself up again with the exception of a broken piece missing each time i fall,i can live with that,i can.

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hey,
a small reminder to smile today
bc you look perfect with that fitted smile on that face.
if you're feeling a bit off,remind yourself to move on,try shutting down your device and just do something you love whether it's indoors or outdoors. be alone if you need to think things through. i promise it will get better a bit at least. i love you all.