Cam broke up with me last night and I know it shouldn't have hurt me so much but it did and it fucking sucked. Like just the other day we had a conversation and it was basically me telling them that I was distancing myself because I felt like they didn't like me anymore and they basically said 'that's dumb talk to me about your feelings' so I let my walls down because I thought that they really cared and really did like me. I punched a wall and fucked up my knuckles really bad but the swelling is down now so that's good I guess. I think I need to up my dosage of meds because I've been depressed for like and entire month, unrelated to cam
