The Not So Purrfect Kitty (Chat Noir x Reader)

The After Math

*Warning* this has Depression,Suicidal thoughts,and self harm if you are triggered to that please don't read this chapter still *WARNING* 

~~Y/n~~

As soon as i got home I locked my door and windows,closed my curtains and as I did that i kept hearing pounding on the window and door "Y/N OPEN THE DOOR I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO ANYTHING DUMB,COME OUT NOW" i heard Connie scream from the door "WE'LL HELP YOU GET OVER THIS JUST PLEASE DON'T DO ANYTHING"I heard Adrien Yell as he kept pounding on the window "Look Y/n Jason did not sacrifice his life just for you to die on the same day,Look you're being selfish what about everyone else that cares about you just please think about that"I hear Mari say calmly.I go on the floor crying I then hear "CATACLYSM" and my window's now broken "ill fix it later" Mari huffs  I then start laughing 

"Are you okay" Adrien asks Connie and Mari give him a 'are you dumb' look.I then put on my fakest  smile "Yup i'm totally fine actually I really didn't want not kill myself because of course it's not my fault and I don't feel guilty at all you know Adrien we should all get milkshakes and forget this ever happend" I snapped They all looked at me in shock "I-I'm sorry i'm just really unstable,he was the only male I could tell anything to " I sobbed "HEY WHAT'S GOING ON I'M TRYING TO PLAY MY POKEMON" I heard a voice I really didn't want to hear right now Luke.I slowly turned around to see him stare worriedly at me "w-w-what's wrong" Luke asked "I-I'm s-so sorry L-L-Luke but you know those superheros" he nodded.i continued "Well your brother was one of them and h-h-he risked his l-l-l-life just for me and h-h-he's gone I'M SO SORRY" I cried.Luke then looked at me like I was playing around until he didn't see my face change his eyes then went wide and his face darkend "Please tell me you're joking....PLEASE" I shook my head while crying.He then hugged me and started crying "pl-please t-t-tell me you're joking" He whispered.I whispered back "I-I'm sorry but he won't come back Luke" He then hugged me tightly and whispered something I wish he never said "I love you too much to kill you,all I want you to know is that if your about to die ill be there watching not helping and laughing I .HATE .YOU" He yelled the last part then ran away calling someone.They all stood in shock how I Started laughing they didn't realized that I just cut my wrist until blood was dripping from it"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO Y/N" Connie cried "Wanna know something" i whispered loud enough for them all to hear  

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

I then grabbed the glass harder and started cutting myself while they were trying to stop me 

I then started laughing at them 

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad world, mad world

I grab my Necklace from Adrien 

 and then transform myself into Leona 

and ran out the window 

while they were calling my name

Children waiting for the day, they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher,...

this made me think of my childhood

So gloomy so dead without him

dead,dead what I should be

 tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

I got closer and closer to the tower I need to die for 

His sake 

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad world, mad world
Enlarge your world

I make it to the tower with a whole bunch of people looking up

in worry 

No one loves me as a friend 

i need to DIE 

Worthless

and my parents the'll be glad 

as I was on the edge I Looked at my friends

one last time 

Mad World 

I smile at them 

and Jump

I got closer to the ground and still have my smile on 

This was the choice I made 

Connie,Mari,Alya,Nino,Jackson and mostly Adrien 

I'm sorry

T3T I'm so sorry these few chapters are going to be sad as hell but I hope 

you can understand, your Best male friend/Boyfriend died but still

SO SORRY ;3;