Survive// Reader × Carl Grimes

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It felt like any other day except this one, I see Negan staring at me as I wake up making me jump. I shield my eyes from the sun and glare at him.

"What the hell?!" I say to the sociopath and he chuckles.

"Wake up sunshine we have a long trip back to the sanctuary!" He says making my eyes widen.

"Wait what?-"

"You didn't actually believe that I'll let you stay here with Rick did ya?" He says as he sees my reaction. "Marriage isn't right for you y/n, marriage is for the weak and I'm not letting you become weak" I stare at him in shock "We're leaving in five" he says and I jump out of the bed as he walks out while tossing the damn bat in his hand, I close my eyes taking a deep breath in. I regain my self and quickly change into clothes before running to Rick's house.

I run up the stairs to Carl's room and see him lying on the wooden floor with no pillow or sleeping bag.

"Carl!" I say kicking him trying to wake him up. "Negan's taking me back to the sanctuary!" he looks at me confused.
"I-I-I can't go back! We're engaged, I-I can't leave you!-"

"You'll be more safer there than here" he says and my eyes widen.

"Are you serious?" I ask shocked "I can't leave you!" I say and he sighs."I just got you back!

"I can't do anything about this!" He says finally getting up with his hair still a mess.

"Let's run away!" I say and he looks at me as if I'm crazy.

"No! You're about to deliver and he'll find you again" he says and I feel the tears burn my eyes, I sit on the floor and put my head into my hands starting to crying.

"I shouldn't of proposed" he says and I look up at him shocked.

"W-what?"

"I should of known better-"

"Shut up!" I say standing up violently. "Shut your mouth!"

"Y/n-"

"Carl I love you god damn it! I'm carrying your kid! How could you-" I say until he presses his lips against mine. "Don't do this"

"I love you too, but maybe when this is all over then-"

"Carl!"

"I'm so sorry-"

"Carl!" I say once more before I'm summoned by Negan. "Don't-"

"You should go before he gets pissed"

"Carl-"

"Goodbye y/n" he says pulling me into a hug and kissing my forehead.

"Carl" I whisper as I'm pulled by one of the guards. I look behind my shoulder and see him standing there watching as I leave once again.