Survive// Reader × Carl Grimes

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I couldn't stop staring at him, the sight of seeing him like this made me sick. I stare at the walker trying to get me but it doesn't due to it being chained. I feel my eyes start burning as I continue to stare at him, I blink then grab the knife that I took from Dwight. I look between the object and the walker, letting out a sigh.

"You didn't deserve this. Nobody does" I say twisting the point against my fingertips. "You where a good to us and I thank you for that" I look into his eyes pretending he was still alive "I hope you see my mom up there or wherever you go when you die." I raise the blade up.
"I love you David, see you soon" I look away and impale his head through the fence, I couldn't look knowing that I would start crying, I hear the body fall as I pull back. I fall as well letting out heavy breaths that soon became sobs. I pull my knees to my face which is a weird position because of my growing stomach. I hear footsteps but I don't care who's they are, I hear them bend down and I slowly look up to see Dwight.

"What do you want?" I ask and he nods to the knife that was covered in David's blood, I roll my eyes and hand it to him. I wait for him to leave but he doesn't instead he sits by my side.

"I'm sorry for your loss" he says and I look at him confused, he sits and puts his knees to his chest. "I don't know if I should believe Sherri's dead" he says almost in a whisper. "I went to our safe place but the only thing I found was a note"

"Why are you telling me this?"

"I need your help with getting on Rick's side- "

"No"

"What?"

"I said no -"

"I know what you said" he says and I look at him.

"Then leave" I say between my teeth.

"Sherri said I had a choice to be good or bad and I've made my choice" he says and I sigh.

"If this is for Negan-"

"It's not"

"Just do what he says without hesitating, make him know that you will do anything. In my opinion tell him Negan's plans" I say and he nods before getting up. "If you're lying to me they'll find out and will kill you without hesitation" I glare at him and he nods again before leaving.