It has been weeks ever since Sehun found out about Luhan's relationship with Guan Xiaotong. He felt nothing but betrayed.
How could he?! Did he really got over me when i'm still crying my ass off so often?!
Sehun never wanted to hate Luhan , but sometimes he felt like he needed to. He didn't know how to get rid of the feelings he had for Luhan after all these years.
But Sehun was never able to bring himself to hate Luhan , he loved him so much that he didn't care how much it hurt his heart. He tried his best to be happy and be content with what he has now , but nothing is able to make up for a missing Luhan.
All he needed is Luhan to be with him.
He wondered how someone can love another so badly. He wanted to be the devil for once and hoped for Luhan to abandon his relationship , but he knew it's impossible.
Luhan is in love , with someone that's not called Sehun. He would've been too selfish if he've forced Luhan leave his girlfriend but he isn't able to bring himself to do it anyways.
He hoped that 2017 would be the last time he'll miss Luhan. Sehun wants to forget him , forever and not letting any memories of them return anymore.
My last time , remembering you as "my" lover , i don't know you anymore. There is nothing between us anymore , no feelings , no regret , nothing! Forget it all and we'll all be happy with what we already have.
And with that , Sehun drank down the tenth cup of alcohol , hoping that he'll wake up and not remember anything.
Unfortunately for him , forgetting memories doesn't work that way.
A / N helloreaders ! I know this isn't a story ( idek what i was writing ) but i just feel like writing it. This has been delayed for weeks ( supposed to be up before 2018 ) 😹 & i'm so late lol .
ANYWAYS : ( im thick skin so bear with me )
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