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[v] petra's birthday and snow

SO

SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOO

IT IS SNOWING.

I HAVE NEVER SEEN SNOW BEFORE IN MY LIFE. I've always moved either right before or right after it's snowed in my previous/new area, but finally, today as I was coming home from school, I start seeing these little white flakes and I actually shouted and when I got home I stood outside for thirty minutes in a t-shirt and jeans because it was roughly eighty degrees yesterday and holy cannoli guYS THERE WAS SNOW.

SNOWING FOR MY ANGEL MOM.

AND WE'RE GOING TO KEEP HAVING SNOW ALL NIGHT??!! Like I can see it all from my window and the flakes are getting bigger oUo

THIS MIGHT NOT BE A BIG DEAL ?? BUT?? I've been waiting for snow all my life, and I've always just missed it. So this was so amazing ohmygoodness <3

So as I sit here and watch the snowflakes fall down, I write a little something for my dead angel mom's birthday.

Petra, you were the definition of an angel.  You were so sweet and kind and caring to everybody, and your mom skills with the team were amazing.  You always knew how to make everyone happy /and also keep them in check h a/; you were clever and and adorable and lit up everyone's face with a smile.  I hope that wherever you are, you and the rest of your squad are happy.  Hopefully Oluo's done imitating Levi and you two are on good terms.  I loved you so much.  Happy birthday, my actual angel mom. <3

//excuse my sobbing over fictional characters and concerning reaction to snow//

With love (and also snow),

   - Petri ♥