My Penpal (Roman reigns love story)

Chapter 27

Me:...I...I dont know
Tony:think about it
Being up here was kinda great i got to see my dad again and meet my adorable unborn child but if joe commits suicide hes going to hell i wouldn't be able to live with myself i know what he did but this is DEATH...SUICIDE
Me:I wanna go back
Tony:Ok sweetheart just walk through that mirror
Jessie:But mommy
Jessie started crying even more
Me:Baby look mommy's gonna go save your daddy okay
Jessie:But I'll miss you
Me:mommy will miss you even more and if mommy ever has another child she'll name her after you okay?
Jessie smiled damn she resembles joe so much
Jessie:Okay mommy
I hugged her then walked through the mirror instantly waking up from my hospital bed in pain
Me:I gotta stop joe
I unhooked the wires from me i pulled the blanket off me to see my bruised legs and bandaged stomach from my miscarriage i got out of bed instantly groaning in pain i grabbed a crutch and left out the room i signed myself out walking all the way to joes house i didn't care at this point how hurt i was
Joe pov
I looked down at the pill bottles wiping my tears as i looked at them flashbacks of me and Adeline appeared in my head i did her so horribly when i cheated now she might not even be alive i opened the first bottle pouring all them in my hand then i heard banging on my door i walked to it with my handful of pills behind my back i opened it and couldnt believe my eyes one bit
Me:Adeli..
Then she cut me off by kissing me i was shocked but i kissed back i missed her lips so fucking much once she pulled away tears filled her eyes
Adeline:Whats in your hand
My eyes widened
Adeline:I know those are pills joe
Me:Babe I..
Then adeline bursted into tears i sat the pills on table pulling adeline to my chest while she cried
Adeline:Why
Me:I just hurt you so badly and theres no way i coulda took it back and if you died i wouldnt have been able to live with myself an..
Adeline:you killing yourself wouldnt have made that any better!!!
Me:...
Adeline:I understand you feel bad about what you did but killing yourself would only make me feel worse give me the pills Joe
I handed them to her
Adeline:All of them
we walked in to the kitchen i handed her the other bottles she walked outside with them then walked back in empty handed with her arms crossed
Adeline:I cant believe you tried to fucking kill yourself
Me:You just have that effect on me it kills me to know that you ran into some other guys arms cause of me i fucked up badly and now i have no reason to live
Adeline:Dont say that just because we arent together doesnt mean i doesnt fucking care about you joe it doesnt matter whos arms i run into i'll always have feelings for you
Me:Look Adeline i know i cant make you forget what happened but i miss you jojo misses you what can i do for you to take me back
Adeline:Cheating isnt forgivable Joe you need to know what you did and know what you lost obviously i wasnt enough when you went and cheated especially with your childs mother so i mean you both deserve to be together
Joe:I dont want her
Adeline:You obviously did if you cheated
Joe:I dont know what go over me i was thinking about you an..
Me:Im tired of hearing these excuses joe you wanted another woman while you were with me so i let you have her now i gotta go pack for tour
Then Adeline walked out the door
Me:But i...dont want her