Roses and Thorns

What is happiness? 1.

Have you ever forgotten what it feels like to be happy?
When you are in a specific state of mind. It sort of consumes your thoughts.

It isn't welcomed

Will I ever be happy again? I think to myself a lot.
You get sucked into this empty hole that you yourself created.

I had forgotten what it was like to see you smile at me.
As each day passed by, your smile slowly faded

It crept up into something so distant, I didn't even know if I'd be able to pick out your smile from a million others.

I forgot how your eyes would twinkles to brightly when you'd speak to me.
They'd like up the sky grasping me in for a hug.

These little things I had forgotten.
My happiness was forgotten.
I would wake up and feel forgotten.

It came to a point where happiness didn't want me....