I got even deeper in my thoughts, so deep that i forgot that we were still together
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Logan: mary!! heey!
Mary: huh? what?
Logan: are you okay?
Mary: yeah, yeah.. just got lost in my thoughts
Logan: what were you thinking about
Mary: i'll tell you when we arrive home
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And with that we arrive home. We get in the house, i make us some dinner and we sit down at our kitchen table
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Logan: so, you wanted to tell me something?
Mary: yeah.. It's going to be hard. But i think it's the best.
Logan: what are you talking about?
Mary: let me finish.. So you know we're together
Logan: yeah?
Mary: but we also really get along as best friends
Logan: yeah
Mary: and don't get me wrong at this point.. I thought what is going to happen if we broke up. We're probably gonna hate each other
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He looks at me right in the eyes. It looked like he wanted to cry.
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Mary: and i don't want to lose you Logan. That's why i think it's the best for us to stay friends, isn't it?
Logan: i-i.. need a second
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He gets up and goes in the bathroom. Maybe i shouldn't say that.. But again it was the best for us.. even tho i still loved him with all my heart, but i still didn't want to lose him. I was in a big dilemma. I shouldn't say that, i'm just a bitch. He probably thinks i don't have any feelings for him now.. God i am so stupid
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Logan's POV:
I got up and walk in to the bathroom. God... I wanted to cry, but i couldn't.. Why would she say that? What did i do wrong? But still, she's right.. I mean friends are forever... But some relationships too.. God.. Should i let her go.. or should i keep her mine.. (don't judge the story for now, bc you don't know what may happen next)
