Brittany Hills Chronicles: Act 2

Ronnie 17

I had been home for about two months.... well not exactly home, this place was more like a pit stop before we got to our new place but in that time I've recovered one hundred percent physically, mentally, however, it was a different story. I couldn't smell chicken broth without getting sick to my stomach, I still couldn't go in the basement by myself, and whenever I left the house I was always looking over my shoulder. But my bros kept me from completely losing it, whenever I was having an off day I knew I could go to any one of them and talk about it even Carter who seemed a lot happier since he started seeing his mystery dude. The only negative I could say was how I treated Antwan, I could tell he was growing frustrated with the lack of sex between us but whenever I asked him about it he'd say he was 'good' but I could tell by the look in his eyes when he was horny.... but he never pressured me for sex, stating whenever I was ready. I haven't tried having sex since my liberation but I was a teenager and those hormones were starting to override the bad memories I had. I was sitting in class when Antwan walked passed the door and winked at me, without asking I jumped up and followed him out to the hall and saw him walking in the restroom.

"I knew you'd follow me....." Antwan said leaning up against the wall smirking. "I'm ready to get the fuck outta here, only three more classes before we can start Spring Break.... what's the plan for our last break before summer vacation?" Antwan asked walking over to me.

"Chillin with Black, O'Shea is throwing another party..... I got some counseling sessions other than that not too much......" I said looking into his eyes. "Antwan I know you wanna have sex, hell I do too but..... I'm not sure I can handle it, but I wanna try."

"Terron I told you from the begin, I move as you do so if you feel you're ready we can say fuck these last three classes and go back to my place..... we can try and if it doesn't work out I have no problem just holding you. I love you and I........" Antwan was cut off by Xion running into the restroom and hiding in one of the stalls, a few seconds later Carter walked in fuming.

"Did that nigga come in here?" Carter asked chocolate milk dripping from his face and shirt. Me and Antwan looked at each other and shook our heads. "I swear to God when I catch him......" Carter said storming out and Xion walked out the stall smirking.

"Bro why don't you just tell him you like him? Carter my boy and everything but he's clueless, you gotta tell him exactly what you're feeling otherwise he thinks you're just fuckin with him because he thinks, that you think he soft." I said looking at Xion who had that childish smirk on his face.

"It's not that I can't tell him it's just..... I know he hates me and probably wants to fight me, I've never been in a fight so I don't wanna get beat up...... but whenever I get around him it's weird..... but it doesn't matter now, he's got a dude so I'll just cut my losses and move on." Xion said quietly.

"If you like him why'd you throw chocolate milk on him?" Antwan asked pulling me close to him.

"That's the thing it was an accident, we were in class and I got called up to answer a question and when I was moving throw the desk I bumped Carter's chair while he was drinking his milk and well..... y'all know how his temper is." Xion said.

"Man I'll talk to him for you.... just try not to piss him off. Are you coming to O'Shea's party?" I asked and he nodded. "Aight I'll let him know before then..... Antwan let's go." I said walking out the restroom.

We got to Antwan's house and like always his parents were gone, I think in all the months we've been dating I've seen them five times other than that they were always working. "I think Carter and Xion would make a cute couple Carter is too uptight, he needs someone who can make him laugh..... not that fake shyt he be doing while he's on the phone with Hakeem or Harris..... whatever that dudes name is but genuinely happy."