Gunshots

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Hit me with your shot
May you hit it on the dot.

Show me how to be without you.
So that I can't go blue.

Don't show me, please do.
Show me how to be without you.

Come on hit me with a shot
Is this part of my lot?

Your shots hits hard.
Hits me and shatters my heart.

Your shots hits hard,
Through the heart- bullseye with a dart.

Come on, is that the best you got?
I was expecting so much than that, but rest assured, your shots hits hard -straight through my heart...

I will forgive you.
Here, hold this - it's my heart, may your field make it forever new...

I give you my heart, I offer you all that I got.
I give you my heart, my soul, my passion - with all my heart.

Don't hit me with another shot.
You are making so many holes with your shot...

Your shot, a gunshot wound in the centre of my heart, stretching the fragile chords that holds the very fabric of my existence.
Your existence is what fuels me the most, perhaps if you knew this, essential core information you wouldn't have kept your distance.

Your shot? I'll let you gaze into my heart - observe and see the holes your shot has caused...
If you knew this information, perhaps my heart wouldn't be in such a bust.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
Returning back to the mourning of broken-healed hearts we must.
During the time of dusk.
You shall sucuumb to your lust...
Then, alas, you shall hit me with another shot, jumping on my heart, kicking it in the dust...
Now I ask, is it worth it, for that lust?

Hit me with a shot -
Suicide can get quite consuming at times, especially with your shot...

Perhaps your shots are so deadly because we are Twinflames?
Perhaps you are using my magicks against me, without you knowing it - are you insane?

Flame, I love you so much...
But dear, your shots shatter my heart and I had ENOUGH.

Round and round I go... trying to program you with manifestation.
And seeing you again is my destination.
But with the new weapon in your hand, the one that is fueled by someone else's Magick, causes some destabilization.
I must admit... you are my weakness, and your shots causes me some frustration...
It gives me that creepy emotional depression..
That depression that causes that infestation...
All because of your mean ass shots - a product of desolation.

Roses dear
I want you near.
I loathe the distance, I can't bear...
Losing you forever to someone else is my fear...

I doubt my emotions matters to you,
How I feel matters less to you dear honeydew.
Does it matter if I cry everynight because I lost you to someone else - can you see it clear?

Would it be so hard to step in my shoes
And see what else there is to loose?

Or would it be wise
To show you where to abide?
Right here is no surprise,
AeonStar is where we shall find our paradise.

Hit me with a shot
Your shots makes me stronger - every shot.

I have learned a lot from you, flame...
I learned that sometimes It won't help if I open the umbrella for you on a rainy day, it would be better for me to close the umbrella and dance in the rain without shame.
I learned that I can go without you, even if it doesn't feel the same.
I learned that I can handle the depression even after all your shots, I must be insane!
I learned to feel you everyday, even with that Gun you have, twinflame.
I learned that, that Gun you have is the key to my heartache, and I should rather dodge your shots, today.

Gunshots
Hitting my heart with filthy dots...

Your gun must be powerful, no wonder, because you are the Twinflame.
Your gun is powerful, because it shatters me all the same.
Your shots are insane, fueled with pain.
Black gooey blood runs from the pain, the pain where the shot has spread its pain.
Closer to the windowpane, penetrating my aura with this gunshot stain.

I thought that my heart was warranted,
But seems to me the seal has been broken, by, unfortunately, a shot from your gun, I am disgusted.

Hit me with your last shot.
And I pray to God that you may hit it on the dot.

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