~ Your POV ~
i know that Harry is cheating on me. the lads knew it too but they keep it secret. i guess they don't want me to get hurt. but they're wrong it hurts.
all the i love you's, hugs, kisses, cuddles and bonding were fake. i know they're all fake.
"babe you ok?"
harry ask as he smiled at me.
"yes... i am. just happy."
i force a smile then he get back to his phone. i sigh standing up. walking through the backyard i sat at the grass looking up at the sky. i remember when we're inlove.
flashback
"babe! c'mon! i need your kissssss"
harry whines as he sat to the floor pouting.
"no! "
i stick my tongue out.
"that's it!"
he said standing up. my eyes went wide. stepping back as he gets near. I screamed running around. he's chasing me.
"nooo! harry! no! no! "
i yelled as he held my waist when he catch me.
"gimme a kiss then!"
he said puckering his lips. i shake my head no.
"oh. my. gosh. st-oop. no. s-top!"
i said between laugh. he tickles me.
"no! "
he said mocking me.
"please babe! cant bre-athe!"
i said crying from laughter. he stop looking at me.
"don't cry. you're making me cry.."
he said kissing my cheeks tenderly.
"no it's a tears of joy. im happy being with you harry..."
i smiled kissing his lips. his dimples showing as he smiled at me.
"you're beautiful and you're mine."
he said smirking.
"im yours only yours..."
i said kissing his lips once again
flashback ends.
i smiled through the memory. the way he says that he loves me is not the same anymore... it's like im forcing him to say it. but im inlove with him. as long as he wants me to stay... I'll stay.
my tears falls as i closed my eyes once again. remembering our old memories. our bonding,cuddles, our cute memories... what happened to us harry? I don't know what's the problem is... why'd you cheat on me... am i not enough? i gave you everything. i cried harder this time. sobbing as i hug my knees up to my chest.
"babe? why are you crying? "
harry ask as he leaned infront of me. i guess he noticed that i leave him.
"nothing..."
i smiled standing up. wiping my tears away. i made my way inside but harry grab my wrist. the rain is now pouring.
"c'mon... you'll get sick."
i said still not looking at him. he grab my chin. starring at his green eyes my tears falls freely.
"what's the matter? you can tell me."
he said wiping my tears softly.
"you..."
I whispered looking down.
"me? what's the matter babe? tell me please... I don't want to see you cry. its so hard for me to see you cry."
he said touching both side of my cheeks.
"why'd you cheat on me harry? did i do something wrong? "
i ask him. he step backward looking at me in horror.
"what? how... no."
he said trying to reach me but i back away.
"why? i just want to know why?"
i ask again my lips trembling. as the heavy rain poured.
"how long did you knew this?! why'd you didn't tell me?!"
he ask stepping forward near me. i shake my head.
"3 months harry... i know that you're cheating on me. i know the lads knew it too but they're afraid to tell me. i just want to know if you'll wake up in your own dreams then you'll come to your senses that you have girlfriend but no. I've waited 3 months harry. I don't think you'll come to your senses. i miss you harry. can't you see? it hurts when you say that you love me when i know that you love that girl. it hurts to hug you when i know you want her it hurts to kiss you coz i know all you need is her. I've waited enough. my hearts shattered into a billion of pieces and there's no way you're going to mend it. i know im not the amazing and perfect girlfriend but that's all i have harry. and you're not contented. I sacrificed my heart. "
i sob sitting down on the wet grass.
"im sorry... please let me explain."
he kneels down touching my head.
"don't worry harry... im not going to ruin your relationship infact im packing my things then I'll move into my own flat. goodbye. "
i said standing up fixing my shirt. i made my way upstairs then pack my things quickly. I can't believe this is happening.
"please babe don't do this to me."
harry whispered standing at the doorway soaking wet.
"im sorry harry for not being enough... but I forgive you and please don't forget that no one can loved you as much as i can... "
I whispered kissing him for the last time. i sigh. making my way downstairs.
"please no. no! please babe! don't do this to me! "
harry yelled making his way down but I make my way out and quickly start my car then drove of. my tears can't stop from falling. does tears can't stop from falling! i look at my phone. Harry's calling. when i look up. the bright light gets nearer. i kick the break but its too late as a truck came into my car... all i want to see last time is harry... im going to die happily. i smiled as i met the darkness. hearing sirens my eyes closed fully. drifting in the darkness alone.
canwe stop this for a minute? you know I can tell that your heart isn't in it or with it and tell me with your mind body and spirit I can make your tears falls down like the showers that are british
~ End ~
